well, this is the day of truth for me, the person that I am most afraid of will be at this house in an hour. mmm well since no one else is here im going to have to talk to her. well maybe not most afraid of, but fear is an interesting thing isnt it.




i just had a thermometer in my mouth again. although my temperature isnt up, im tellin you, im that close to puking with this cough now, i dont know what to do about that.




i really need to be getting dressed, but i dont want to admit that she is really coming....not trying to sound mean, she is my cousin (not the person im afraid of....another one lol) so i love her on principle.....(is that the right spelling for the situation?) and i have to spend all of tomorrow with her and my sister and her boyfriend. its almost enough to put me off going. well....more the fact that i will have to watch my sister and her boyfriend....not that im jealous.....but they are so happy it kinda makes me sick........no, forget i sed that




oh well, im going to go. i need to get dressed. i have no one to talk to......i guess maybe i wont be online later cos i got no one to talk to anyways. well, i probably will be on invisible. but i doubt it if my cousin is here. byes



if anyone wants to talk

MSN - chick_in_black@hotmail.com
YIM - pink_fluff_blue_fluff
AIM - brokenangelgirl7

(i dont know how to use aim but i finally got it working on my computer so im happy)