| Temptation |
Dec 1st, 2006 6:11:07 am - Subscribe |
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Metro - Vincent Black Shadow |
You are innocently sitting with your two mates at one of their houses, watching House, and you see a blade laying on the floor, and, your mind switches over, its like you don't even notice anything around you anymore, all you see is this blade laying on the floor. As covertly as possible you reach down and grab that blade sliding it up your sleeve so that your friends wont see you as you pick it up and put it in your bag. It consumes your mind, suddenly just the want to feel good, the want to feel better, the want to feel that blade run along your skin. You get home, and first guilt runs through your head. Will they notice? Will they know that the blade is gone? Will they wonder where it got to? Will they think to ask you?
Then as you pull the blade out and look at it you suddenly see all your pain disappearing, all your promises to yourself gone, you lay it down, and start to cry. You are confused, now knowing what to do, what the right decision would be. You tell yourself, one more time. Just one more time, just this one more time to help you get through the night. And you surrender to the power of that blade held in your hand.
Just for one more time... |
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