DO NOT READ IF YOU ARENT READY FOR PSYCHONESS, EXPLOSIVENESS, AND COMPLAINING

ok, not my first entry....but i just deleted all of my blog.

Perfect...i would LOVE to tell you what has happened, but i cant because there are people (sneaky sneaky people) who found my blog aaaages ago (i didnt react because i didnt care even tho it was sposed to be hidden from them RAWR ) and im talkin like the person is a multiple being which kinda cracks me up if i wasnt soooo far away from smiling. and um, yeh, i cant exactly tell you what has happened anyways....because im not too sure myself... i know what i was crying about. i was crying about the thing that i have lost thru my mistakes of late. and that is something that i may never get back. ARGH i hate talkin in such a round about way....im SO getting another secret blog far far away where no one that isnt sposed to will find it...which means no one would find it then no one would leave comments : and so it wouldnt be any help at all.....man i was in a good mood today WHERE HAS IT GONE...........WHY IS LIFE ALWAYS SO COMPLICATED.............more importantly can i just do this whole thing now and get it out the way?


AAAARRRRRRGGGGHHHHHHHH GUYS SUCK.......well see not all guys....just all the ones that i KNOW in real life. this is discounting all the guys i have talked to online....well maybe not all of them.....because nothing is simple. but AAAAHHHHHHHH freakin stupidness. a 15yrold who wants to kill himself because he isnt in a steady relationship???? i mean heck yeh cos you would WANT to get hurt.........AAAAAHHHHHHH ok ok *breathes*


now i have got that off my chest. i managed to FINALLY get out of the date that i had for friday without the guy threatening to kill himself! like....YAY! maybe i can spend a quiet day all by myself....hold on....i do that every freakin day.......ok maybe im not calm. but it is good to let loose every now and then oh well. i shall go cool my heels (what whack job invented THAT saying) for awhile.

if anyone wants to talk

MSN - chick_in_black@hotmail.com
YIM - pink_fluff_blue_fluff
AIM - brokenangelgirl7

(i dont know how to use aim but i finally got it working on my computer so im happy)

AIM's pretty cool, but I like Yahoo much better. I do a lot of voice chatting on Yahoo and it just sounds & works much better.

Did you get that guitar that you posted a pic of? ...I was snooping around a bit ..haha

I play drums so I was just curious