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[ Subject | i bet you never thought of me ]
[ Date | Apr 4th, 2004 1:21:40 am - Subscribe ]
[ Mood | pissed off ]
| hope you get your heart ripped open ]
your words of concern haunt me over and over again
and now everything that i've come to want
is everything i have come to absolutely hate
all i wanted was you to be there beside me
and after awhile, my scars had healed
i had forgotten everything that drew me to you
you come back in, selfishness dripping off your voice
you want to know what i've made of myself
i've made this life i've become satisfied with
and more than once awhile i crack a smile
and you come back around and expect me to change
to always be your last and final choice to doom
well i have fucking changed
you're not apart of me anymore
well you've fucking changed
i don't invision you walking out the door
the fact is i don't think of you at all...
into the fire goes the memories you've ruined
thrown into the wind is every thought of you
and now all i can taste is the taste of a sweet breath
and all i breathe is a new life, a life without you.
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[ Subject | with every smile begins a tear ]
[ Date | Mar 24th, 2004 11:54:57 am - Subscribe ]
[ Mood | restless ]
you gave up all hope
lies forming on your tongue
you shrink back and cover your face
you'll never admit the truth as i do
you'd like to blame everything gone wrong
on somebody who would it like me
you can try and forget everything I said
it always made you smile
you think i'm out of your life
i think you're just plain out of it.
if you want to erase the color for awhile
fine, do what makes you happy.
but you'll never have this beautiful easel again.
never the same way you'll watch the sunset
you'd like the power at your fingertips
because you can't even control your tears
every scar that you show up with
i'll beat with these bruised trophies
the record gets broken worse every time
maybe you'll find out how life really feels.
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[ Subject | A Poetic Injustice 3/21/04 ]
[ Date | Mar 22nd, 2004 10:43:06 pm - Subscribe ]
[ Mood | awake ]
| missing love. ]
I'm not one of those girls tht says how she feels straight out.
no, i'm not one of those girls that just sicks around.
but i cae on some makeup and convince myself life is just pretend

i roam the streets like a souless demon waitin fordefeat
i take another breath of this glorious air
i spin around in circles but nobodys ever there

you think you hve it all planned ot.no space left for love.the look whatcomesaround. another girl suffering from a bad case of broken heart, we need to get her some love, STAT.)
i take every action for what it is worth
mysmile battles my tears in the end
the crystals always win out.

i lay back in the shadows once again
become that girl whos not thre
invisible but yet so destructible
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