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Quiky
Date: Oct 16th, 2005 12:53:38 am - Subscribe
Mood: lousy


as I sit and what for a way to get close to you.you inch over on the couch and I inch to. we wait for that special moment when Our eyes meet. chills run up our back for comfort you twittle you feet.the moment has come it is fianaly here we both in the middle of the couch but somethings not her.the love the sensation of being together the comfort of me holding you in the cold weather.
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heres you letter from me
Date: Oct 9th, 2005 11:32:28 pm - Subscribe
Mood: seperated


Dear you,
The desions you am making are breaking me faith into two sperate parts I cant tell if its me or you.I trust but then you hate the decions that me trust. me make another decion just to take that trust away for a whole 3 months we stayed with it but after tonite man you is it. me cant take being you any longer me is the person it should have seen when we first meet when my best friend doorbell went ring. but seems that it meet you and it stayed that way but now she gonna meet me it will hate to say I lost every thing I had to me alot of people that nite said it was sad to see. but me still stayed hidden away untill this nite when everybody will see you real face

sincerly,me

ME=the old johnny
YOU=the new johnny
IT=melissa (my gf)
BESTFRIEND=marcus
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SEGEMENT 1 OF MY NEW LIFE\'S SECTION
Date: Sep 26th, 2005 10:44:55 am - Subscribe
Mood: RE-BUILDING


Me myself and I.thats the person I need to find.Im out of the darkness leaving my past behind.I might be a lil backtracked along the way.But to give up,impossible is a word I refuse to say. Cause now Im runing on the track and yea my life was scared.But Im turning and running in the oppisite direction and going real far.no more heading in the wrond direction.THIS IS A SEGMENT OF MY NEW LIFE'S SECTION.protection from the cold I no longer look for.cause now Im in the light and that is my heat sourse. IM ready to roam and graze the feilds like a wild horse.as long as God and my friends are with me I will stay on course.I feel as if I could jump out a window spread my wings and fly.Soar up say hi to the angels were I will sure enough reside.And float amoung the clouds.NOw that Im in the light everthing I do makes me proud.....
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only if you knew me next time
Date: Aug 27th, 2005 4:47:35 pm - Subscribe
Mood: I have no mood cause I dont kno who I am


I now have lost the one I like. I though she could be the one I love. as I see you u look as if u were a angel from up above. I cant let you go I refuse to do so. but i dont kno what to say to cahnge your mind. I have done almost everything in my power to help you see I really think there is a future in you and me. i dont kno why I did the things I did. I wish I could take them back I did you wrong and thats a fact. I kno I have seen it and soon will you. u relize I really wanna be with you. but although I want to be with you so badly I dont want you to be with me until I am a changed man I want us to be happy. I kno you will not wait for me but I will change just wait and see. no longer will I hurt your feelings. I be there if you every need me. u kno I will be right there cause I not falling for u I have already fell.
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thank you for carring me through
Date: Aug 27th, 2005 11:37:51 am - Subscribe
Mood: I have no mood cause I dont kno who I am


I sit as I watch my world turn upside down. I wish I could change it but I dont know left from right. up from down. as it feels as tho I sit in darkness alone. I think another boy has come to try to guide me home. in the right direction I hope we step out of the mellow memerys that I have sleep. the whole night through I been swallowed by darkness not knowing who I am. until I have the courage to move on with him. he once said that I was just like him. but after the darkness will I be like him? I would not mind so if I do. I sure do hope he can help me through. so as we walk down a one way path. I look back and see no way out. only forward into darkness. but he looks back and says been there done that. and a path opens up. I feel as I can be my self I try to open up. now I think we are in the right direction we walking pretty smooth. only a matter of time before I return to the light and no longer I am a fool. this person carrys me through this the world will never kno why. I trust this person so much I have let him into my life. I let him see me cry. I have let him help me out. but when we get to the end of this path I will have to get down and walk out.
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