Date: Sep 22nd, 2005 1:25:21 am - Subscribe
DC is pretty decent...but driving ugh!!! I need more hours in the day to sleep...I miss my 100 hours of sleep a week :-(
Date: Aug 13th, 2005 12:49:41 am - Subscribe
hotter boss is leaving and she wasn't even the one to tell me. I feel betrayed and heart broken but luckily I'm dippin into the company ink elsewhere so its ok It's just going to be interesting what happens once the store manager comes back and everybody knows. Shit will most definitely hit the fan and hopefully I'm not in the crossfire. Wish me luck.
Date: Aug 9th, 2005 6:51:56 pm - Subscribe
So I know its been awhile since I wrote anything and well I've been busy between work and seeing friends and just something else that for now I'll leave at - its a tiny bit controversial but oh so fun! If you want to know what you'll just have to ask me to find out.
Date: Jul 3rd, 2005 1:16:25 am - Subscribe
Another month has passed with Kelly and just OHH!!! So in love with her and just WHY!!! does she have to have a fiance! All we do is flirt and mess around and I don't think I've done any real work in maybe a month at work...simply fantastic!
Date: May 31st, 2005 11:55:04 pm - Subscribe
Did I just get a job that might totally change where I thought my life would lead me?? Well really I don't know if I got it yet either - it was odd to say the least but cool too. And is hotter boss really flirting with me? or was today just her feeling funky and energetic - either way it was damn intimidating - can't say I'm used to giant hotties hitting on me so hard core but it was nice :-) It's been interesting to say the least and I feel like waking death with the no sleep I'm getting since my cousin and his friend are in town. I even fell asleep in the middle of the bar friday night. SOOOO MESSED UP!
Date: May 25th, 2005 3:04:08 am - Subscribe
"Is it weird that when I think about you all I want is some god damn taco bell... or a fried, not steamed cute little chihuahua that dances real awkwardly while it cooks? Yeah. I guess it is. I'm ok with that." -- only when incredibly hot upenn girls say this can they get away with it
Date: May 6th, 2005 5:43:38 am - Subscribe
So it's slope day...and surprise surprise I drank a lot last nite...but the problem is I never went to sleep...instead I decided to seek out the one person awake on campus and go bother them while they wrote a paper/project and now the sun is up and we are both sitting here confused out of our minds. Today is gonna be rough but I got SNOOP DOGGGGGGG!!!! and lots of drinking to look forwards to so lets hope those carry me through otherwise you will not find me so happy next time you talk to me. Other than that things seem to be pretty cool with me...I found another job for the summer or maybe two and I can do some traveling but I mean really we'll see what happens. It will be a fun summer and of course better than the last. So for now wish me ado and I'll be back maybe Slope Day Night with a tale and a half to tell you...(by the way you've missed out on some interesting stories with the nites I've spent out with Seth! - but those are for you to ask about :-P)
Date: May 2nd, 2005 1:31:49 am - Subscribe
Not really seeing the need, the purpose, the reasoning behind any of these things. I know I'm just going through the motions. I'm trying to pass as an ordinary person. I feel incredibly conscious of myself, as if everyone around me is judging my every move, my every action. Borderlining paranoia follows me around everyday, and I haven't the slightest idea why. Well, okay, maybe I have a slight reason. But I know that not a single soul knows that secret, and I'm not about to let that go. Mystery makes life more interesting. If everybody had all the answers, there wouldn't be much interest to living daily life.
Now I can sense my future. I can smell the freedom and the adventure. I can feel independence breathing down on my neck, just tempting me to jump for it. Everyday I want to just drop all of my things, and run out the door, and just leave. There isn't a point to all of it. I'm done. I've gotten all I can out of it. There's nothing stopping me now, except everyone else's expectations. But screw them. The only expectations I need to meet are my own. I know it's a horrible thing to plan or to wish, but I don't see any aspect of my current life fitting into my future. I put on this facade, and this show for everyone else everyday, while inside of me, the real person grows anxious, waiting for his chance to shine. The only problem is I don't think my current audience wants to see it.
Date: Apr 27th, 2005 3:42:07 am - Subscribe
So I haven't said much but I am still alive...just very busy with work and some good partying with seth - of course could be better if certain people ACTUALLY came out with us...but so much for the time being. Things are good but I would like to sleep more - maybe next week :-)
Date: Mar 27th, 2005 6:01:52 pm - Subscribe
I got enough balls to start asking people out...to meet new people and put myself out there - and I mean I've done that since coming home but I've done it repeatedly this past week and it felt really good - well still does I'll be sure to get back to you all about how it turns out but for now I feel really good. Now I just have to finally set in stone what I plan on doing about school and how that's gonna go this upcoming year. Lots to figure out still but one step at a time is the way to do it and for like the first time ever in my life I feel truly open to every possibility that does come up and where that may take me.
Oddest 45 Minutes...
Date: Mar 25th, 2005 5:04:55 am - Subscribe
I slept for an entire 45 minutes...waking up 4 times because of the level of how disturbing the dreams were...I don't even remember the plot of the first two but they kept waking me up more so I think they were nightmarish...the last started as me selling home for J. Crew - odd enough...then I get picked up by my old middle school teacher to go to the school where I'm surprised by an assembly with other high school kids I know and my old 5th grade math teacher and I'm supposed to give a speech but I get out of this by sitting on my math teachers lap and asking her questions. The assembly breaks up and the math teacher takes me back to work but the houses look like something from M.C. Esher now and when we finally find mine I go in and it looks like a ski lodge now. No sooner had I got in but this guy starts smiling at me weird and I'm like NO WAY! ASHTON KUTCHER!?!? (who I honestly can't stand - though I still watch Punk'd - weird!?!? yes) I'm like OH SNAP I GOT PUNKED (where was the punking - idk???) and then Ben Affleck is there too but I tell everyone its Brad Pitt by accident (woops!) So more kids from high school and some from college and then as they are leaving some kid says DAD?!?! and it turns out ashton was really another actor in disguise who was someone's dad who they hadn't seen in maybe 10 years. Needless to say I got up quite messed up and actually very dizzy as well...I could barely turn over without wanting to cover my mouth - now I'm watching morning cartoons for a bit before going back to bed hopefully with nicer dreams - just WOW though...I didn't know I had those kind of dreams in my head. TOO MUCH WORK THIS WEEK!!!! hopefully tonight will be fun in jersey with seth and cheesesteaks in philly with the boys.
Date: Mar 7th, 2005 1:47:19 am - Subscribe
To finish up my blog eagerness for the night...
Question Reality - nothing is ever what it seems, especially those things that seem perfect.
Date: Mar 7th, 2005 1:44:16 am - Subscribe
Did I mention that pretty much everyone who works in retail is hot - I mean not just the girls but the guys too...but OH MAN is everyone so anal too - everything has to be just perfect - guess thats why its not for me in the long run - I prefer to let loose and just enjoy things (not that they don't - we def have fun around the store when we can - I just don't want to clean to perfection afterwards!) as they come and go.
Reminder to self - get your ass down to UPenn to talk to admissions about getting enrolled.
Date: Mar 7th, 2005 1:40:40 am - Subscribe
As bitchy and pesky of a job that working retail is I have come to the firm belief that it is something that everybody should experience. I had always thought that waitering was a good way to learn about people but you learn so much more in retail - maybe because they aren't afraid of pissing off the service and then eating something not too pleasant; maybe also because some want to rob you blind; but I think moreso because when most people go into a clothing store they have no idea what they want or what looks good - they need advice and sort of open themselves up to you. I really don't know how to explain it at the moment but I recommend everybody do it - at least for a month - I'm not saying you'll LOVE it but you will learn something - not just about other people but also about yourself.
Entertainer Position Available...
Date: Mar 2nd, 2005 1:31:36 am - Subscribe
Looking for - funny, energetic, attractive, well-dressed female to provide entertainment for one hot white boy. Pay and benefits negotiable. Hiring - ASAP. Must be able to keep up with said white boy as long as filling the entertainer position. Some perks may come later but thats up to said white boy
Date: Feb 27th, 2005 3:39:15 am - Subscribe
I'm just thinking about shit right now...what I miss, what I want, and where I want to be - is it all supposed to be so complicated and so impossible to get??? maybe if I could just get the one thing for now I'd be really happy but I think I messed that up maybe with time it will get all good but otherwise who knows. Having everybody here was fun but made me think too...yeah I do too much of that when I have time...especially when its the middle of the night and I can't sleep. I know I'll fall asleep soon and when I do I'll have dreams I'll wake up from and think about all day long - either cause they'll haunt me or be such perfect dreams I wish could come true. So here goes...back to trying to fall asleep - Night All
The Walls & National Pride...
Date: Feb 22nd, 2005 3:10:15 am - Subscribe
It's 4am now and I was finding myself unable to sleep and instead just staring at the walls - not even thinking of anything in particular when I got a message that just set me off. An entirely idiotic person tried to claim that being Russian and being Ukrainian were the same exact thing - all because of the Soviet Union and since they ruled the land therefore it made everybody Russian. I do believe that is like saying Indians are English because they were once under their rule. As if it wasn't enough to leave it their she continued to go along the lines that the recent election really meant nothing to the nation. I do believe I was more insulted tonight than any recent occassion I can remember and some people should seriously read a few books or at least a historical timeline to see exactly the differences between the two nations and the crimes that one committed to the other before they liken them to each other. Lauryn Slotnick you continue to amaze me with your stupidity!
4 for 1...
Date: Feb 20th, 2005 9:05:50 pm - Subscribe
Pretty much enough said...last night I went 4 for 1 with Seth at the bars to make the little ass drink more. I had a lamb gyro that was the second most amazing thing I've ever eaten and then I ended up on the floor in Seth's room making some attempt to tell him what to type online. I fear next weekend will be lots worse when the crew comes down... My wife sucks tonight too - everybody yell at her!
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