hey all. nothing to report for the last few days. i've done nothing at all. im so bored and its really shitty... although i did go to a gig last night (i forgot for a sec then) erm who was it... oh yes, four star romance, no one lost and vice... awesome gig. got to hang out with the lovely abi
tommorow i might go to college dunno yet i cant be arsed then im going to another gig with abi she's ace
bye for now
hey charli xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
ok so it was one word but who cares. last night was amazing... went to the haygate to see a few bands (a tragic story, have a go hero, the storybook ending and four star romance)
didn't really pay attention during have a go hero and tragic story but, my fucking word TSE and 4* were fucking amazing! the best ive ever seen them totally! they were both really good and the crowd absolutly loved them both!
got home and spoke to a few people online and then went to bed.. that was yesterday now for today
Sunday 20th June
Today i've been so lazy, i've been sat around doing nothing im so bored. i spoke to lucy for a bit today... i love her so much
and now i dunno what im going to do for the rest of the night... im trying to find radio 1 on the old wireless so i can listen to the chili peppers live at hyde park.
hello dear fan(s) i've had a better day today
got up and doosed around the house for a bit, then got dressed and went to wolvo with kin to watch the moonlit phonecalls in the wolverhampton battle of the bands at the civic bar. Me and kin were terrified sat outside the civic as it was generation day... omg the amount of wannabe goff kids there was ridiculous and some of the young girls had the shortest skirts on ive ever seen usually i wudnt mind but these girls were no older than 13/14. if i was their parents i wouldnt let my daughter out like that no way.
anyway back to the gig. The Moonlits played awesome... each member is amazing on their instrument, and they whole heartedly deserved 1st place in their heat tonight. The turn out was wank with only 4 of us there to watch the moonlits.. pathetic really. Everything is sorted wih lucy now im happy again. lets look forward to tommorow im knackered night all
|i just spoke to lucy and she said she was lieing earlier and she is in fact NOT a man thank fuck for that. she said she said it so id forget her but i just cant i simply love her too much. words cant describe how much i love her. even after this i love her. she told me she does love me but shes scared and that is ok with me and i want to take it at her speed as long as she doesnt repeat it again.. i dont think i could take it... i came so close to doing something tonight that would of been so stupid and it might of meant something serious but id rather not talk about it to be honest.|
well today has been totally different to yesterday.. im illnessed up with some sort of summer flu / hay fever i thought i was going to pass out on the bus home from college . any way lucy is kinda been weird today she said we could meet tommorow night which is amazing but then turned round and said she is really a man named pete. i really hope she is fucking around or i will never trust a single person again and i will be crushed totally.
went to the millhouse tonight supposed to meet charli but she didnt show.. BIATCH
erm got in there and thought.. " hmmm im really not in the mood for this.. fuck it im going home" now im home im feeling ill im bored, im heartbroken and im hungry. im so pissed off now
hey there all thanks for coming to read the exciting world of haywood
im not really emo i just thought as its emoblog id call myself emo_chris because im original .
anyway at the moment i am in the best mood i have been in ever. I just booked my weekend ticket to Carling Leeds Festival 2004 2nd year running WOOT WOOT! and im currently at this moment chatting to my good friend charli and the girl that means the most in the world to me, lucy. My god she's the most amazing person ive ever spoke to and means everything to me as much as she wont believe it i love her She is the best thing to ever happen to me. God i sound like a lovestruck teen lol. But in alll honesty i've never felt for anyone what ifeel for her.
Last week was pretty shitty, i had two bits of bad luck in the automotive department... I had £600 to buy a car(given to me by my mother) so i saw a campervan for sale for that amout so i went to have a look at it.... it was a big pile of junk... totally rotten and in need of pretty much every single panel replacing which i wasnt prepared to do so i didnt get it which ade me sad as i love camper vans. then two days later i discovered a mini for sale my 2nd fave car (old mini not the crappy new ones) so i went to look and once again it wasnt to the standard i wanted it and it had been in an accident a few days prior to me going... the photo was extremely disieving. So that sent me spiralling even further down sad street
I was also stressed with college and thinking i was going to fail, but now ive decided not to go back to college next year... i now dont care lol
anyway this will do for now as my lucile wants to go to bed and i want her to read this beforehand....
so in closing charli you rule
and lucy babe i love you more than anything xxxxxxxx