cheshire's Blog

christmas is in the air~
Date: Nov 14th, 2009 5:31:35 am - Subscribe
Mood: positive


November, is here finally. Meaning christmas is just around the corner! Which means, I get to see my mom. Only thing I'm really looking forward to! I should of booked a ticket flying to texas, for the nice weather. Go on a road trip with my mom, now i'm stuck in boring old brampton. Guess i'll have to preservere the few months left of school, i'm half way done. Then freedom calls! Christmas is always really exciting for me, I get the 3 weeks off school, get to see my friends, maybe even exchange gifts with them! Family dinners, memorable pictures beside the tree, and presents! I remember last year how all my birthday money went to buying family presents. It was worth looking at their surprised faces, to know that I got them something they'd like. So once again, the time is here again were all you really hear on the radio is jolly music. I think it gets kinda annoying after a while though, hahaha. And I'm kinda nervous to how my future will unwind. I think it's time for pancakes, I'll blog later.
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heart burst into fire.
Date: Nov 9th, 2009 1:02:26 pm - Subscribe
Mood: amorous


this life isn't the same without you,
i feel the need to impress you,
but sometimes you just seem to push it all away.
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Halloween
Date: Oct 17th, 2009 5:47:24 am - Subscribe
Mood: Happy


Wow, I haven't written a blog in ages so I shall make one now! It's October 17, which means two weeks till HALLOWEEEN. I love that day, really! I wish it just wasn't one night, but maybe a couple of nights. Like some people put soo much effort into halloween, with the decorations and the costumes, i think it should last longer! Well last year, I was a pirate I don't know why! But I'm definately not going to be wearing that costume this year, haha! So i'm thinking about being the Queen of Hearts from Alice in Wonderland! There's a store in Mississauga that has it and I've been looking everywhere for it, i'll probably try on other costume, but that's the main thing I want to be this year! As for halloween plans I'm still not sure what to do! Josh is probably going to be in Toronto, Dori might be with her boyfriend, So I might be spending it with Natalie and Vinny this year! So it shall be fun, with whomever I spend it with. Wow, once Halloween flys by that means 18 more days till my 17th birthday, finally! Can't wait for that too! Some more things I'm excited for, would be starting Lomography soon once I go and find that camera! I should get some really abstract photo's that I can only see in my head for now! Can't wait to put that in action bahaha. Toodles for now!
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feelin' gloomy
Date: Sep 13th, 2009 4:41:11 am - Subscribe
Mood: Blah


It's nice outside, but I don't see sunshine. I guess that what makes every day different or not, whether the sun is shining or if it's hiding behind clouds. The weather has to do alot with my mood too, if it's nice outside I feel fine, and if it's cloudy you can guess I'm probably not doing so well. I guess, I'm feeling alright besides last night I wanted to leave my home altogether. I guess it just really bugs me when my aunt yells and swears for no apparent reason. No reason, that I could figure out to say the least. So I left my room, I wish I had the guts to walk out the front door aswell, but I just stayed curled up in the dark living room with only the moonlight as my light. My phone would go off to some texts, but hell I was in a really bad mood I'd only text someone who would take me away from my misery. So now, I feel the cool breeze enter my room, and it's relaxing. I feel much better now, my face has cleared up from all the crying. This week wasn't a very nice week, and tommorow is the start of another day. I'm hoping that their will be no arguments and no problems to deal with... It's another shitload on my back, on top of school work. Oh well, hello today.
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One time... then a little more.
Date: Sep 11th, 2009 1:06:44 pm - Subscribe
Mood: upset


We have plans set up one week in advance. You miss me and I miss you. You're always occuplied with your significant other, and I'm not really sure we can make it. We don't talk through the week, msn is a different world for you. Texting works till a point, and then you're off to your own little fairytail once again. So what does it take, to really get me noticed? I've realized that words are just words, and that sometimes I take your words as a promise. So all I've really got are broken promises. This is not what a true friendship holds, and I've putten up with this constantly. Maybe the only difference between us, is your in the love and I'm not. You're up in heaven and I'm stuck on earth. So, what does it really take you bring you down here? So today, as I texted you waiting for reply, you call me. Most people would say that is a bad thing, and as I pick up the phone I realize that. That I should be prepared to be put down just like last week. And you did, your escape route was again for your boyfriend. And all you can say to me is can we hang out on sunday? When that day is pretty much close to impossible, and you should know that. Then you say how about next weekend? As if in all that time your boyfriend won't ask you a single thing to do this weekend, and you'll slip through the cracks once again. It's fine he's happy, you probably tell yourself. And then you'll think of me, knowing I'm a forgiving person, you'll just make it up to me or promise me another hangout that will surely be packed with adventure just to get my hopes up again. So all I can conclude is, that I'm torn up with broken promises.
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