\'the spotlight strips you bare\'
Date: Jan 20th, 2006 8:44:36 pm - Subscribe
Mood: sensual



"can you resist the urge
to burn the script we wrote?
bring on the flood
before we choke
applause engulfs the room"










this morning was blurry and smudged
around the edges
like a masterpiece on canvas
that's been left in the rain.
but in the afternoon it began
to shape up to be a clean, clear
mural of colorand shapes
in my mind, anyways.

'we'd fry our brains and write:
it's so much fun out here
when it's all over
i'll come back for another year'

you got that right, i'll be back
for another year.
Winter is one of the few things in life
that i flat out hate every aspect of.
it sounds cliche,
but i'm alive in the summer.
alive in the sunshine and the warm breeze.
maybe it's the days when you can
breath so easily
or the ones that take your breath away
like the moonlight takes the dark.
but there's just something so
amazingly perfect about the summer.






there's just some things
you gotta leave alone.
'something never do change'
don't waste your worry on
the little things that nip at your heels.




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one more line
Date: Jan 19th, 2006 8:24:50 pm - Subscribe
Mood: eccentric



'sing me one more line
so i can sleep'






i wish you fucking scenesters
would quit calling everything
DEAD and BLOODY and VIOLENT.
why?
because we're alive
and because i'm sick of you
bitching about how miserable,
heart-wrenching, and overwhelmingly difficult
about your life.
i do a fair amount of bitching, i admit
but at the end of the day
i acknowledge what i am fortunate to have.

"everything is alive
everything is breathing
nothing is dead
and nothing is bleeding"

okay, i don't literally think that
nothing is dead or bleeding.
but c'mon, kids
work with me here.











'but wouldn't that, like,
tear a whole in the universe?'

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ready
Date: Jan 15th, 2006 7:12:55 pm - Subscribe
Mood: grr


'all they wanted was
a little bit of time for me
to clear my head
to clear my head'





for just a second i slip
and all i need is
to not feel like i'm just spinning my wheels
every day.
give me a second
just a moment
as cheesy as it sounds,
perhaps some true 'soul-searching'
would do me some good
or quite possibly drive me up the wall
again.
my life might not end up
as glamorous as your
fashionable, hip, top-of-the-line
MySpace-generation 'coolness'.
but at least i'll be able
to lay my head down at night
an honest person.
and just for the record,
my tall-tales and fairytales
could outdo yours any day,
but i'd never claim them
to be true.

it would be absolutely lovely
if people didn't speak to me
as if they think they are
the second-coming of jesus or something.
i may not be the brightest
crayon in the box
but its all about respect, it is.
we're all crayons and we're
all in this together.
or we should be, anyways.
what is the point of opening your mouth
when you're just going to
vomit out something
that'll boost your ego?









"What is a cynic? A man who knows the price of everything and the value of nothing."

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\'for a minute there
Date: Jan 3rd, 2006 7:26:49 pm - Subscribe
Mood: messy


i lost myself'




something isn't right today.
something's been getting to me.
i've been tense
and jumpy
and my nerves are getting
the best of me.

you see,
at thsie time of year,
i usually wind down.
it's usually a time
that i can stop for a second
to look at myself
and the year that's passed us by.
but there's been so much
so much going on
that i haven't gotten a chance
to really catch my breath.
as cliche as it may sound,
i haven't quite been
myself lately.
i haven't been watching the skies
and taking pictures
and writing
and daydreaming.

you know,
i'm almost accustomed to
the feeling of panic.


somebody slipped away
over the break.
things like this.
i don't know, i'm jsut
one of those pshyco people
that gets upset
for really not good reason at all.
when somebody
is no longer with us
i always feel that emptiness.
whether i knew them well or not
it's almost like
that new void in the world
is also apparent in each
and every person
who know the deceased.










'i wanna read
good news'


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