chillout92s Aeonity Blog

\'the spotlight strips you bare\'

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 21:44:36 -0500

"can you resist the urge to burn the script we wrote? bring on the flood before we choke applause engulfs the room" this morning was blurry and smudged around the edges like a masterpiece on canvas that's been left in the rain. but in the afternoon it began to shape up to be a clean, clear mural of colorand shapes ... Read More

one more line

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 21:24:50 -0500

'sing me one more line so i can sleep' i wish you fucking scenesters would quit calling everything DEAD and BLOODY and VIOLENT. why? because we're alive and because i'm sick of you bitching about how miserable, heart-wrenching, and overwhelmingly difficult about your life. i do a fair amount of bitching, i admit but at th... Read More

ready

Sun, 15 Jan 2006 20:12:55 -0500

'all they wanted was a little bit of time for me to clear my head to clear my head' for just a second i slip and all i need is to not feel like i'm just spinning my wheels every day. give me a second just a moment as cheesy as it sounds, perhaps some true 'soul-searching' would do me some good or quite possibly drive me ... Read More

\'for a minute there

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 20:26:49 -0500

i lost myself' something isn't right today. something's been getting to me. i've been tense and jumpy and my nerves are getting the best of me. you see, at thsie time of year, i usually wind down. it's usually a time that i can stop for a second to look at myself and the year that's passed us by. but there's been so much s... Read More

\'your anesthetic voice

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 19:17:10 -0500

is autographed upon my bones' this is my vow for the new year and for the rest of my life: i will not live my life like her. there has always been that one person in my life. she was always there to be a downer and to bring negativity into my life as well as everyone else around her. by seeing her utter disresp... Read More

i didn\'t write this

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 21:12:27 -0500

this isn't mine, but it was written by an amazing person that has inspired me to an extent that cannot be illistrated with words. "2005. Thanks for the memories, please move along If I really pause to think about the past 12 months of my life, it's easy to get lost. What a war of a year; every second of it. 2005 has lingered in a... Read More

\'say hello to good times\'

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 16:42:04 -0500

resolutions, anyone? mine (if anyone gives a shit): - Learn to be more accepting. - Travel someplace i've never been. - Stop buying leather products all together. - Try not to lose my temper with people. 'i always believed in futures' ... Read More

\"you whispered softly

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 18:34:21 -0500

in my ear 'the birth of morning is on us, dear' " Earl Grey tea and a little bit of sunshine this morning. goodness, i have never seen so many pop-ups attacks my computer all at once. i think it might rain a little tonight. and when the birth of morning is upon me tomorrow, the sky will be a soft grey and the cement will be ... Read More

\'it\'s good to be allliiiiiiiiiiiivvveeee!!\'

Thu, 29 Dec 2005 19:42:38 -0500

i ate 2 breakfast jacks this morning. i gave one of the pieces of ham to my brother and the other to my dogs. fast food is delicious and all but it makes you feel like poo after you eat it. so anyways i went down to the tidepools today it hit the spot, i must say. like a nice raspberry iced tea on a a hot day. i thougth i... Read More

\'i could still be ruthless

Thu, 29 Dec 2005 02:22:26 -0500

if you let me' all you really deserve is happiness and prosperity in your life. but i can't help but be bitter because you just don't love me there just isn't enough room for someone like me. but how vain i am. i don't want to be such a selfish person. we spend our days wishing we were thinner prettier richer co... Read More