Wheeee
Date: Nov 17th, 2009 4:03:17 pm - Subscribe
Mood: neutral
And back I go to LJ. Really gotta make my mind up already XD
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unnng
Date: Nov 11th, 2009 2:34:01 pm - Subscribe
Mood: fatigued
Tooo many concerts ;______;
I bet I die before Christmas comes T^T
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mmf
Date: Nov 11th, 2009 12:06:54 pm - Subscribe
Mood: ugh
Moved back to LJ for a while, hence my absence, lmao.
Lots of things are playing on my mind lately, things that hapened from, mm, August last year, up to May this year maybe? Probably because of Gordon or Zachary or w/e his name. He can't help it, and has no idea, and never will. But because of it I keep thinking of yosh and ant and ugh it's doing my head in. And then theatre again. and just ugh.
And I'm stressing out about school. I manage to stay calm during the day, but I almost always break down when I'm in bed trying desperately to sleep.
I keep having dizzy spells too which isn't helping matters.
And sitting on the laptop for hours at a time is really doing my head in too. When it was in my room I could just leave it running whilst I went to do something else but I can't and that's really pissing me off too.
And I don't want to sit in here anymore. Dad always manages to piss me off whenever he works Nat even if he's not talking to me and it's all just building up and fjkgfdlgj;
And gawd these bags under my eyes are awful ;______;
I'm sleeping even less than I used to and it's starting to affect my schoolwork now. I'm always late if I have a first lesson...even if it's not first, I still manage to oversleep and be late. And I can't focus in lessons. And I just can't make myself do my work outside of lessons.
And I'm supposed to be doing 3 songs, auditioning for a 4th, on top of all the choir stuff at the next choir concert and I don't think I can do it.
More when I get home.
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hrmm
Date: Oct 19th, 2009 9:13:28 am - Subscribe
Mood: deflated
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ahaha apparently my subject was too short D:
Date: Oct 19th, 2009 8:27:49 am - Subscribe
Mood: hyperactive
8D
The internet is being slow and stuff >:C
WOO RP
I'm being really nerdy about it recently ._.;
Oh well it's great :B
I am happy.
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Holidays start at the end of this week <3
and I'm feeling canny good about myself for once ^^;
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