Date: May 19th, 2012 3:44:19 pm - Subscribe
Mood: bloated

I forgot I had this particular blog. I wonder if anyone else remembers it?

I'll be asking for funding to continue school for another year tomorrow. Wish me luck!
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I want to cry
Date: Jan 19th, 2012 6:34:08 pm - Subscribe
Mood: terrible

I'm so fucking lonely.

The highlight of my week is when my piano teacher offers to have a coffee with me after my lesson, because it means there's someone who wants to spend time with me. The rest of the time, I don't really have anyone.
I keep trying to get close to Sarah again but it's hard.
Blake is friendly but he's an online friend and that's how I want it to stay now.
I'm close to Zebra, I guess, but we don't talk irl as it were. She's pointed out an art course which she wants us to do together, and I will, I'm excited about it! But she'll probably back out last minute, as is her way.
And then there's... then there's...
Not many others, who I know well in any case.
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So many lectures
Date: Dec 25th, 2011 6:11:07 am - Subscribe
Mood: irked

This Christmas I just keep getting lectured ;___________;

This time it is apparently my fault that my kindle didn't work because I had too many things plugged into the laptop... but I only had the kindle plugged in?!
It was Dad who was using it when it broke because he forced it past the wifi page and the such! Argh DX

I'll get over it though, like the other 10 lectures I've had this week...

Oh well, lunch soon, and I WILL be merry if it kills me!
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Oh ok then
Date: Dec 14th, 2011 6:01:17 am - Subscribe
Mood: bold

Said homeless person, having reconciled with their parents and returned home, has blocked me from facebook and msn, after I tried to suggest some things he could do to help since I didn't know how else to help out.
In any case, I'll live with it. He was always a bit of a dick anyway.
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Date: Dec 6th, 2011 4:45:21 pm - Subscribe
Mood: unsure

My ex boyfriend was kicked out of his house last week, for various reasons.
We aren't talking at the moment, though, I found out via a thread on a forum we both go on. Maybe I should swallow my pride and talk to him and see if I can help somehow? On the other hand, other than offering him a place to stay, I don't know what I can do, and Dad already said "No" when Mam mentioned the idea to him (I hadn't even considered asking in the first place to be honest, considering the fact that no matter how bad things get he has always had an aversion to this house...), so I couldn't do that if I wanted to.
I'm feeling guilty because it was largely my fault for the most recent thing that caused us to stop talking again, but I don't want him to feel like I'm just suddenly talking again to be nosy since I wouldn't know where to start offering help. On the other hand... I don't regret it at all, even if I feel some sort of guilt, so I don't want to apologise, even a month later. I don't feel like I should offer a false apology.
I guess I'm really worried about him, even so.
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