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I'm so fucking lonely. The highlight of my week is when my piano teacher offers to have a coffee with me after my lesson, because it means there's someone who wants to spend time with me. The rest of the time, I don't really have anyone. I keep trying to get close to Sarah again but it's hard. Blake is friendly but he's an online friend and that's how I want it to stay now. I'm close to Zebra, I guess, but we don't talk irl as it were. She's pointed out an art course which she wants us to do together, and I will, I'm excited about it! But she'll probably back out last minute, as is her way. And then there's... then there's... Not many others, who I know well in any case. |