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chizel Stress - Subscribe
I kinda wish my piano teacher hadn't entered me for my exam. It's more stress than it's worth. I feel even more pressured because I think that I'm one of his first students being entered for an exam and he's desperate for me to do well... he's even given me a lot of extra lessons, at no extra charge, and is worried for me. It makes it worse when there's someone who you'll dissapoint if you fail.
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Mood: awful

chizel Piano exam stuff Jun 12th, 2011 5:20:44 pm - Subscribe
Last time I wrote "It makes it worse when there's someone who you'll dissapoint if you fail."
Well
I think keeping his job at the sage might be partially depending on me passing this exam...
Um
Yeah.
Fuck.
He's an amazing teacher I'm just a bad student. x_x
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Mood: ohgodicantcopewiththatpressure

chizel I am actually petrified Jun 27th, 2011 12:52:34 pm - Subscribe
Petrified that no-one will show up to the concert I've organised. It'd be so humiliating/embarassing!
Especially since the singing teacher cancelled her lessons for the night and people are coming from all over the NE e.g. Middlesborough and Newcastle, to come and sing for my concert.
And then to only have 20 people turn up? That is actually my worst nightmare right now.
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Mood: self-conscious

chizel My ribs are painful Jun 28th, 2011 12:23:57 pm - Subscribe
When I breathe into my ribs rather than deep breathing, it's quite painful.

This is worrying :c
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Mood: sluggish