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When you were here before
Couldn't look in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special

Don't care if it hurts
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul


I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

She's running out again
She's running out
She run run run run...
run... run...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special



Fuck me.
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Mood: sinking into an abyss

chizel Moving Mar 8th, 2010 2:16:03 am - Subscribe
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Mood: disconnected

chizel Quick updatey thing Mar 13th, 2010 3:32:01 pm - Subscribe
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Mood: fine

chizel A note Mar 31st, 2010 4:10:38 pm - Subscribe
I found an old drawing (scanned version, unfortunately the actual copy is gone now). I found the notebook it was ripped from.
If I drew it when I first got the notebook, it's around 4 years old, but I don't really remember.
4 years.
I guess in reality, that's not a long time to love someone, but it seems it to me.
I'm probably going to delete that picture. He never saw it anyway, I was too embarassed and it wasn't good enough. It just made me realise how long it has been is all.
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Mood: Hopeful