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chizel Dreams - Subscribe
I had another dream about him last night. They're really vivid (as in, I've only once had a dream more clear than how clear these have been). In some ways it does make me miss him more, but, I'm glad I'm having them anyway, because it means I keep waking up really happy =)
Also. I am truly blessed to have him in my life ^^
Also also it definitely makes a nice change from all the gory/violent dreams I was having for a while >.<

The party was ok last night, despite me spending most of the time worried about Richie D:
I hope his feet are ok :c
I'm going to go to the next one, I'm determined to build up my confidence with large groups of people, even if that means putting myself in a situation that makes me uber uncomfortable and even a little scared maybe >.>
I hope it's something easier to think of what to wear than a hawaiian theme though XD; I'm glad I went with the strappy top in the end, my baggy top just made me look fatter I think.

GAH. I can't get him off my mind >.< I'm laid trying to remember what the other thing I was planning on writing about was but I can't, 'cos I can't stop thinking of him, imagining him laid here next to me >.<


OH
That's it
I'm ill XD
It's annoying more than anything =P
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Mood: blessed

chizel Today Oct 10th, 2009 6:13:34 am - Subscribe
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Mood: Headache, stressed, annoyed at lack of privacy, pining.

chizel idk Oct 12th, 2009 9:42:29 am - Subscribe
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Mood: unstable

chizel *sigh* Oct 13th, 2009 9:19:11 pm - Subscribe
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Mood: pained

chizel heh Oct 15th, 2009 4:44:50 am - Subscribe
My throat is still on fire...
But my mouth is in heaven -
This mouthwash we got tastes like Keegan XD
<3

Also we got a pomelo fruit o.O
Looks like a dinosaur egg XD Should be fun to see what it turns out to be :B
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Mood: giddy