I want to cry
Date: Jan 19th, 2012 6:34:08 pm - Subscribe
Mood: terrible

I'm so fucking lonely.

The highlight of my week is when my piano teacher offers to have a coffee with me after my lesson, because it means there's someone who wants to spend time with me. The rest of the time, I don't really have anyone.
I keep trying to get close to Sarah again but it's hard.
Blake is friendly but he's an online friend and that's how I want it to stay now.
I'm close to Zebra, I guess, but we don't talk irl as it were. She's pointed out an art course which she wants us to do together, and I will, I'm excited about it! But she'll probably back out last minute, as is her way.
And then there's... then there's...
Not many others, who I know well in any case.
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rogsan - January 21st, 2012
Chizel, interesting ideas about what everyone feels one time or another-- feeling the moment of liveliness. rogsan

sexkitten - March 04th, 2012
Knowing some people are so lonely is upsetting, especially when it seems little to nobody acknowledges the loneliness in others
Hugs from a stranger


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