chizels Aeonity Blog

I want to cry

Thu, 19 Jan 2012 18:34:08 -0600

I'm so fucking lonely. The highlight of my week is when my piano teacher offers to have a coffee with me after my lesson, because it means there's someone who wants to spend time with me. The rest of the time, I don't really have anyone. I keep trying to get close to Sarah again but it's hard. Blake is friendly but he's an online friend and t... Read More

So many lectures

Sun, 25 Dec 2011 06:11:07 -0600

This Christmas I just keep getting lectured ;___________; This time it is apparently my fault that my kindle didn't work because I had too many things plugged into the laptop... but I only had the kindle plugged in?! It was Dad who was using it when it broke because he forced it past the wifi page and the such! Argh DX I'll get over it thoug... Read More

Oh ok then

Wed, 14 Dec 2011 06:01:17 -0600

Said homeless person, having reconciled with their parents and returned home, has blocked me from facebook and msn, after I tried to suggest some things he could do to help since I didn't know how else to help out. In any case, I'll live with it. He was always a bit of a dick anyway.... Read More

Homeless

Tue, 06 Dec 2011 16:45:21 -0600

My ex boyfriend was kicked out of his house last week, for various reasons. We aren't talking at the moment, though, I found out via a thread on a forum we both go on. Maybe I should swallow my pride and talk to him and see if I can help somehow? On the other hand, other than offering him a place to stay, I don't know what I can do, and Dad alread... Read More

For fuck sake

Thu, 01 Dec 2011 08:07:46 -0600

I'm not available on Sundays! How many times do I have to get people to cover me?! Argh. Hopefully this interview will go well and I want need to worry about that anymore.... Read More

Hmmm

Sun, 27 Nov 2011 16:55:30 -0600

Maybe it's time to forget Completely Act like nothing happened Life might be easier Who knows...... Read More

Grandad.

Sat, 26 Nov 2011 17:39:04 -0600

There has been a pocket of drama on my Dads facebook today. Dad posted a screenshot of facebooks suggested friend, saying it was a fail. My cousin commented on it asking why. Dad pointed out that the person at the bottom of the suggestions was dead now. And that's where things kicked off. Because that person was their (and ~technically?~ my) grand... Read More

Because I miss you love

Thu, 24 Nov 2011 12:46:50 -0600

Please don't blame me for trying To fix this one last time I have a hard time as it is ~ Aaah, love this song <3 I need to do some piano, but... it's hard to concentrate =/... Read More

i don't even know

Tue, 22 Nov 2011 14:08:33 -0600

Argh! Read my availability when doing the shift rota! Please! TT^TT At least I get my full hours this week, though, but... not looking forward to telling my parents about the late finish...... Read More

...Could it be?! Exclamation marks!!!

Mon, 21 Nov 2011 07:40:02 -0600

My enthusiasm and happiness have continued over to today... could I end up spending the week happy and motivated?! Time will tell! Super excited for secret things that will remain secret until I know the result, but it'll be great if I can pull it off, basically! Ah, piano, my love, I will keep giving you all the attention you deserve and mor... Read More