...4 BEERS, THE HOUSE TO MYSELF, AND ALL MY CDS\'S AS LOVERS FOR TONIGHT...
Date: May 6th, 2005 7:01:06 pm - Subscribe
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Spinning in my CD Player--->: NIN & MICHAEL BOLTON
AS I WAS DRIVING BACK HOME THIS EVENING, I HAD A WEIRD THOUGHT. WELL, ACTUALLY TWO... FIRST - WHO IS THE ABSOLUTE POOREST PERSON IN THE WORLD? IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT, THAT IS A PRETTY SICKENING THOUGHT. WITH ALL OF THE POVERTY, EXCLUDING THIS NATION, IN THE WORLD, I JUST KINDA FELT ODD WHEN I THOUGHT OF THAT.. INTERESTING. SECOND THOUGHT - AND THIS ONE IS RANDOM AND PROBABLY NO ONE IN THE WORLD EVER WONDERED THIS BECAUSE THERE ARENT TOO MANY PEOPLE WHO THINK LIKE COPS, I GUESS.. I WAS THINKING, WHEN A COP PULLS SOMEONE OVER, WHY ISNT IT A LAW THAT YOU BE REQUIRED TO TURN OFF YOUR ENGINE? I MEAN IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT, ITS PRETTY LOGICAL. IF APPROXIMATELY 62% OF ALL HIGH SPEED CHASES, WHICH ARE CURRENTLY BEING LEGISLATED AGAINST, ARE BIRTHED "AFTER" THE OFFICER HAS THE SUBJECT PULLED OVER, WOULDNT IT BE LOGICAL FOR POLICE OFFICERS TO MAKE YOU TURN OFF YOUR ENGINE? ONCE AGAIN, THAT WAS INTERESTING TO ME AND WHEN I THOUGHT ABOUT THAT I WAS LIKE WOW, I NEED TO MENTION THIS TO SOME OF MY PROFESSORS THIS SUMMER IN SOME OF MY CRIMINAL JUSTICE CLASSES AND SEE WHAT THEY THINK.
I JUST BOUGHT THE NEW NINE INCH NAILS CD WITH SOME TRADE CASH THAT I GOT OFF SOME OTHER CDS THAT ARE "PLAYED OUT" IN MY COLLECTION. NIN IS SUCH AN AMAZING BAND WHEN I THINK ABOUT IT. NO ONE ELSE IS LIKE THEM AND NO ONE HAS TRENT REZNOR'S VOICE. AND IT IS UTTERLY MINDBLOWING TO THINK ABOUT ALL THAT HE DOES WITH A MACINTOSH LAPTOP COMPUTER, CONSIDERING THAT THE MAJORITY OF ALL OF HIS MUSIC IS RECORDED AND BIRTHED THERE. SOMETIMES IT GETS A LITTLE BIT BRASH OR ABRUPT AFTER LONG PERIODS OF TIME BUT ALL IN ALL, IT GROWS ON YOU; KIND OF LIKE DAVE MATTHEWS, THOUGH THERE IS NO CORRELATION WHATSOEVER. THE NEW CD IS CALLED "WITH TEETH," AND IT IS MORE .... 'ROCKING,' IS THAT THE WORD FOR IT. THE COMPUTERESQUE SOUNDS AND NOISES ARE THERE, YES, BUT TRENT EVIDENTALLY HAD DAVE GROUL, HEAD MAN OF THE FOO FIGHTERS AND MORE WIDELY KNOWN AS BEING THE DRUMMER FOR NIRVANA (GREAT BAND) TO COME IN AND TRACK ALL THE DRUMS FOR HIM ON THIS ALBUM. SO THERE IS SOME AWESOME DRUMMING TO SAY THE LEAST ON THIS CD. GO OUT AND BUY IT, ITS ONLY $9.99.
I THINK SOMETIMES I HAVE A TENDENCY TO OVEREXGERATE THINGS AND PREPOSTEROUSLY MAKE THINGS WORSE THAN THEY REALLY ARE. I DONT THINK I HAD THIS PROBLEM WHEN I WAS YOUNGER, OR WHEN I FIRST CAME TO ETSU. PERHAPS IT WAS BECAUSE I DIDNT DO SOME OF THE THINGS THAT I DO NOW, BUT I DOUBT THAT SERIOUSLY. MAYBE ITS BECAUSE I HAVE JUST GROWN SO MUCH MORE CYNICAL ABOUT THE WAY PEOPLE AND THE WORLD IS NOWADAYS. MAYBE THIS IS A GOOD THING, AS IN ALL COPS THINK THAT 99.9% OF ALL PEOPLE EQUAL SHIT AND ARE UP TO NO GOOD. BUT LIKE RIGHT NOW, NO ONE IS HERE AND I AM BORED OUT OF MY MIND. NOW, WHILE MANY WOULD SAY THEY ARE BORED, I HAVE A TENDENCY TO TAKE THAT A STEP FURTHER AND SAY I AM LONELY... WHEN IN FACT I REALLY AM NOT. I GET DEPRESSED SOMETIMES WHEN I AM ALONE BECAUSE I LIKE TO HAVE COMPANY AND I LOVE TO BE SOCIAL... NORMAL TRAITS OF HUMANS, YEA? OR RATHER POSSIBLY IT IS BECAUSE I LISTEN TO SAD MUSIC OFTEN.. ???... I DONT KNOW. I CANT HELP IT, I JUST LIKE MELANCHOLY MUSIC... THERES JUST SO MUCH EMOTION FROM THE ARTIST THAT I CANT HELP BUT BE ATTRACTED TO IT. THEN AGAIN, WHEN I THINK ABOUT IT, I LIKE HAVING TIME TO MYSELF AND BEING THE ONLY ONE HERE. ITS REFRESHING FOR MY SPIRIT I THINK... I JUST WORK ON MY APPLICATIONS FOR BEING A POLICE OFFICER AND LISTEN TO MUSIC, DIP LIKE CRAZY, AND OCCASIONALLY HAVE A CHAT THAT LASTS 55 SECONDS ON AOL FROM TIME TO TIME. JUST A THOUGHT...OR TWO.
I HAVE APPLIED AND SEALED THE ENVELOP FOR THE VIRGINIA STATE POLICE AND IT IS LAYING ON MY BED READY TO GO IN THE MAIL ON MONDAY MORNING. SCHOOL IS OUT AND THERE IS NOTHING TO DO. I DONT HAVE A JOB NOW AND I AM SUFFERING FROM EXTREME BOREDOM. I AM READY FOR SUMMER SCHOOL AND MY INTERNSHIP AT THE JOHNSON CITY POLICE DEPARTMENT TO START UP.. MAYBE THATS WHAT I NEED IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW, SOMETHING THAT I CAN THROW MYSELF INTO WHOLEHEARTEDLY AND NOT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT THE HARSH REPROCUSIONS (SP) OF THEIR BRUTAL FALL-OUT. POLICE WORK WILL DO THIS FOR ME, I KNOW. IN A WAY, I KIND OF MISS LIVING IN DAVIS APARTMENTS.. FERRET, BLACK, AND GOAT WERE ALWAYS AROUND AND WE ALWAYS DRANK BEER AND FUCKED WITH EACH OTHER UNTIL A FIGHT BROKE OUT, RESULTING IN A NEW FOUND HATRED THAT LASTED FOR 1 DAY OR JUST A FEW LAUGHS. I MISS THOSE DAYS. LIFE WAS MORE SIMPLE THEN. I ALSO HATE THE FACT THAT I DONT TRUST PEOPLE. IT KILLS ME BUT I JUST CANT DO IT. I JUST ALWAYS THINK THAT PEOPLE ARE DOING SHIT THAT IS BAD AND WRONG. AND I WANT TO CATCH THEM SO BAD. I DONT KNOW, PERHAPS THIS IS BAD AND SERIOUSLY WRONG BUT THEN AGAIN, I DONT REALLY CARE. I WAS TALKING TO AARON THE OTHER NIGHT AND HE TOLD ME THAT HE WAS TO A POINT WHERE HE REALLY DIDNT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ANYTHING ANYMORE.. I THOUGHT, SHIT, THAT SUCKS MAN.. BUT THEN AGAIN, ITS KINDA NICE BECAUSE THEN YOU NEVER GET LET DOWN, AND YOU DONT WORRY ABOUT STUPID SHIT THAT IS FUTILE.
AARON AND HIS BROTHER, JOHN DAVID, LEFT THIS MORNING FOR TEXAS. I WAS IN BED AND HEARD THEM HEAD OUT BUT DIDNT GET UP TO TELL THEM BYE. ITS ALL OK THOUGH BECAUSE THEY DIDNT EXPECT ME TO ANYWAYS, LOL. I WAS SUPPOSED TO GO AND NOW I KINDA WISH I WOULD HAVE. I WANT TO GET AWAY FROM THIS TOWN AND GO ON VACATION. I NEED A FUCKING VACATION. ASK MOODY, HELL HE NEEDS ONE TO. THATS ONE PERSON THAT I AM THANKFUL FOR, JOHN MOODY. HE HAS BEEN THERE FOR ME THROUGH THICK AND THIN AND I AM GRATEFUL FOR HIM TENFOLD.
"WHEN A MAN LOVES A WOMAN," BY MICHAEL BOLTON IS AN AMAZING SONG.. ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS, LYRICALLY AND SONICALLY..
NOW BACK TO WHAT I WAS SAYING.. HE HAS SPENT MORE TIME WITH ME THAN ANY OTHER FRIEND I HAVE EVER HAD AND WE ARE GOING TO GET AN APARTMENT OVER IN NORTH JOHNSON CITY HERE AFTER THE SUMMER. I JUST WANT THESE NEXT FEW MONTHS TO FLY BY. WE ARE GOING TO HAVE AN AWESOME PLACE! I CANT WAIT.
I HERD THIS GIRL I USED TO LIKE IN HIGH SCHOOL WAS FUCKING A 33 YEAR OLD MAN ON A REGULAR BASIS. C'MON GINNI, YOU CAN DO BETTER!
TONY BLAIR, THE LIBERAL CANDIDATE IN ENGLAND, WON HIS 3RD TERM AS PRIME MINISTER OF GREAT BRITAIN... THE LABOUR PARTY STAYS IN POWER... THIS IS GOOD NEWS... IN OTHER NEWS, PEOPLE HAVE BEEN GETTING KILLED IN IRAQ LIKE FLIES. I AM SO SICK OF HEARING ABOUT MY FELLOW COUNTRYMEN DYING OVER THERE IN THAT GOD-FORSAKEN COUNTRY. ITS SO FUTILE AND POINTLESS. WHO CARES ABOUT IRAQ BESIDES GEORGE W. BUSH AND HIS RIGHT-WING NUT-JOBS IN THE WHITE HOUSE? CORPORATE INTERESTS... I SAY FUCK SOME CORPORATE INTEREST AND SAY WORK ON AMERICAN INTEREST! THIS CONFLICT WILL GO ON FOR YEARS AND YEARS AFTER THAT SHITBAG IS OUT OF OFFICE. THERES NO END IN SIGHT AND NO PLAN TO WIN THE PEACE THERE... IT TOOK 2 MONTHS TO WIN THE WAR AND AFTER 2 AND A HALF YEARS, WE STILL HAVENT TRAINED A POLICE FORCE TO SUBSIDE THE INSURGENCY!!!! WHAT THE HELL BUSH?!?!?! I DONT UNDERSTAND.. ITS BEYOND ME.
OH SHIT, I NEED TO TAKE BACK MY MOVIES TO MOVIE STARZ TONITE! GLAD I THOUGHT OF HOW BORED I WAS AND HOW BAD I NEEDED TO TAKE TO THEM BACK. ANYWAYS, THIS POST IS HELLS LONGER THAN I INTENDED IT TO BE AND I COVERED WAY TOO MANY TOPICS. I APOLOGIZE. WAIT, NO I DONT. THIS IS WHAT A BLOG IS FOR, RIGHT? I WILL POST MORE TONITE MORE THAN LIKELY WHEN SOMETHING ELSE HITS ME. GOOD EVENING TO ALL. STAY SAFE.
my boys from NIN
NINE INCH NAILS!!!!!!
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