clarity and sadness dont equal a blue sky
Date: May 16th, 2005 11:20:22 pm - Subscribe
Mood: the saddest i have ever been
Spinning in my CD Player--->: lifehouse and butch walker
i feel so sad tonite it makes me want to cry. i miss my precious girl and how she says 'why.' i sit here and drink my blues away only for them to be waiting on me at 9. why cant she just call me now and tell me we are going to be fine? i washed her shorts today and smelled her scent on them. i always think of her and just ask myself, 'when.' the pink rug and my sweat rings in my head, goddamn how i wish i was the filler of her uncomfortable bed. i think of our days together and nights as one. will i ever feel that her heart and truth i will have forever won? please call me love and call me your man. i wont leave you ever for my heart has no other plan. i live for you and paint the red skies with my sorrows, ever so blue. are you with someone else, do u call him every night? are my words in this stupid poem failing and sounding trite? i miss you so much i cant stand this. i wanna hold you and tell you its your love that i miss. nevermind our sex and the late nights shows, or over a year ago when we would sleigh ride on the cold winter snows. i remember our favorite band and our trips there, i wish i could say our plans would conglomerate and allow us to share. you once said to me, as long as we're in this world together baby. and since those words, i havent even thought of someone else, no not evev maybe. if i could hear that voice so soft and still, i would sacrafice my life as a cop - this heart's only will. in every song i hear your thought. then i am reminded that its you that i have always sought. chances are, we have none. however, i believe in those age-old promises of us as one. i love you with all my heart. can you please call me and tell me you never again wanna be apart. if i had the ring i'd marry you today. throw away all my pride and from you i'd never stray. why does it hurt so much love to you this way? i dont know, maybe because to you, my heart, i once gave.
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