cidcop7

(the symphony of) blase\'
Date: Jun 3rd, 2005 9:04:23 am - Subscribe
Mood: emotionally devastated
Spinning in my CD Player--->: anberlin

this song is the perfect break-up song. i love it. if you havent herd it, you need to buy this cd by anberlin. its stellar. anyways, so last night, after i get off work, i am heading home. well i drive past the planet and see that it is packed... packed with white trash and niggers of course. its funny how those 2 types of shit mix together. well, i drive by it and dont think anything really... well as i drive by it, i think to myself, hmmmmmmm - i bet kim is there... so i U-turn it and head down there in full uniform. well, as i drive around and dont see her car, i think all is well. however, upon driving back behind the nasty ass building.... i see kim and her friend getting out of HER car, about to go in to the planet. i have never been so pissed in my life. i mean heres the low down... i have been there for kim and done more for her than ANY other friend or guy she has EVER had and she knows it. and she calls me and tells me all this innocent bullshit... for instance, last night, she called and said that her dad was in the hospital and that she was going down to her sisters to babysit. how sorry of a person are you when you lie and USE your family as a crutch? anyways, i see her and i know she just died inside because, yes, for the 57364857639852 time, i caught her ass in a fucking lie. kim lane goes to the very place that she CURSES and says that the people who go there are sorry ass niggers and white trash.. well, its funny how SHE WAS THERE last night all dressed up. she looked very nice. i will give her that. its funny how she says all this shit like how she wants to have my kids and shit and then when she goes out, and she denies that she ever does... she dresses up for whomever she meets there or for whatever may come up to her. i swear, this bitch is past gone. shes not even alive as far as i am concerned. and though she doesnt know, she will be going to court here in about 2 - 4 weeks in reference to a ring that i let her wear once upon a time and she lost it... i am going to get her for all its worth. she has fucked with the wrong bull and BY GOD, it is fucking on! kim has fucked away the best thing in her life and something that she will regret until the day she dies. she wont admit it, but she knows it is true. i hate it for her, that our 'friendship' has come to this... but she made the bed and now she will lie in it... oh yes she will lie in it forever and ever. this is my song for her. some parts are not true - but by in large, this is to her.




(the symphony of) blase'
Are there no shadows where you are?
I can see everything as day
Problems that you try to hide away
Pushing me aside (You're pushing me aside)

Could the winter calm come twice?
Because your heart seems so cold tonight
Thirst for substance somehow isn't right
It's killing me inside (It's killing you inside)
Killing me inside

I don't wanna be where you are
I don't wanna be here even now
I don't wanna be by your side
If something isn't right
If something isn't right

This is our last goodnight
Say what you will
Say all that you can
Words have no meaning
When I've seen where you've been

This is our last goodnight
Say what you will
Say all that you can
This is our last goodbye
This is where love ends

Are you so naive to right and wrong
How could you watch innocence forgone
Does what we've done ever really belong?
It wasted me away (I feel so wasted away)

God if you can hear me out alright
Please take these feelings for her inside
My chest hurts when I breathe tonight
It's wasting me away (You're wasting me away)
You're wasting me away

I don't wanna be where you are
I don't wanna be here even now
I don't wanna be by your side
If something isn't right
If something isn't right

This is our last (This is our last)

This is our last goodnight
Say what you will
Say all that you can
Words have no meaning
When I've seen where you've been

This our last goodnight
Say what you will
Say all that you can
This is our goodbye
This is where love ends

This is our last goodnight
Say what you will
Say all that you can
Words have no meaning
When I've seen where you've been

This is our last goodnight
Say what you will
Say all that you can
This is our last goodbye
This is where love ends
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