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| Last night I phoned with Brendan. We first chatted and I felt the need of his presence, like always, but especially last night and phoning is the closest thing we can get at the moment. So I called him at half past 12am and it was so lovely. I felt like he was lying next to me, whispering in my ear and also cuddling me. It was also quite funny and cosy at the same time. I miss him so much, I want him in my bed, giving me his warmth and all that. And things led to another and even though it's surely not the most intimate moment, it was in a different way very very personal which also shows how much we trust each other. I loved it and we phoned till half past 2 and I enjoyed every second... This morning I was tired and I was tired all day but when I came home I couldn't get to sleep... it's weird. My mum told me that my dad's firm want to fire everyone who's 60 and older now and my dad turns 60 next year so he will probably become unemployed. I first was shocked but then my mum told me what they have planned. He will get a compensation with which they gonna pay all their debts, also sell their flat and move to Korea. They will have a better life there, with the money my dad gets they don't need to worry and they can finally just rest. There's also my mums family and I just wish they get happy there. I don't know, I feel weird and I feel a bit out of place right now... |
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