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comablack Last Exam, New Semester.. - Subscribe
Wow, I really havent been writing in here.. I used to write in here everyday.. Sorry about that.

Well I did my last exam today. My history one. I definatley failed it. I got most of the questions, but I know I failed for sure.

Well now I'm a starting a new semester on Monday. I really don't want to start a new one. I just started to like the one that I had... Im so angry..

Well, after my exam I went out to lunch with my friend. So that was fun. And we were having some good laughs.

I havent really been doing anything for these past few days. I'm extremely bored, and boring..

The only thing that I have really done is talk on the internet and do research.. (yes I research things because I get bored...) Right now I'm starting a new research thing, but I'm just finishing off the last few things of "Bi-polar disorder".. It's interesting what you can find out about these things..

Oh, and my friend broke up with my other friend. Then I went to his work because he asked me too, and we chatted for a while. He was really upset. I hate it when people are upset it makes me sad. But he's alright now. Thank goodness.

Well, that's all that I really have to say.. I don't know if I'll be doing anything tonight, if I do I'll edit as usual..

Ciao
xox
<3
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Mood: meh
Music: Mest

comablack *grumble..* Feb 2nd, 2005 12:14:23 pm - Subscribe
Ok, well I'll start with yesterday night..

Yesterday night was sooo much fun! I was talking to Adam... I was really sad, and then we just started talking about random things, it was sooo funny!

I never would of thought Adam would say things like that.. I couldn't believe it.. I <3'd it!! *feels so happy*

Well, instead of my frequent nightmares that I have everynight I actually had a good dream. I don't know why.. And I don't remember what of, but I had a good dream. It was a pleasant change.


Well, I just woke up.. so I'll write in here later.. wink.gif Ciao.

EDIT:

Hhmphh... Well tomorrow I am meeting a guy that I met off a forum.. It's gonna be fun hopefully... Maybe it will get my mind of something that has been bothering me a lot. It's not fair.. It's not fair that I have to love him.. Yeah err.. sorry?

Well, my friend's going for a job interview tomorrow and I can't wait to see how it goes because I want to make fun of her.. *heh heh* lol..

Well that's all..
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Mood: meh
Music: Atreyu - Bleeding Mascara

comablack Fun Fun Fun Day! Feb 3rd, 2005 9:58:18 pm - Subscribe
Well.. now since I have something to write about.. I had a very interesting and fun day!

I met a guy in person that I met online on a forum.. Adam knows him too. I was with friends all the time but I was alone with him at some points...

Well, from start to finish.. (it sounds boring and then interesting.. sorry lol)... My friend picked me up at my house at 11:00.. We got to our town mall at like 11:10 or 11:15, and then we walked around wondering where the GO bus was going to drop him off.

And then me and my friend saw him, and he came over. I gave him a hug and said hey how are you.. And then we were walking around town, and we went into a few stores. Then my friend had to go home. We walked her home and stopped in at AN and Hardcore sounds, and I got a Atreyu pin... I love it. I pinned it on my shirt. It's hot. Then we walked my friend to her door sorta and then I gave her a hug and said I'd see her later.

Then I was left alone with him for like an hour.. and I did not know what to talk about. And then I called my other friend on her cell phone to see when she was coming down to meet us. And then she's like be at Tim Hortons in 10 minutes.. So we walked back to Timmies Hortons (ha!) and we met her. We talked for a while then we walked to Dairy Queen.

I saw my friend during her interview and I was like heyyy! it was funny.. then we went to got halfway to Walmart, and the guy I met he forgot his movies that he bought back on a table at Dairy Queen.. then went back and we got blizzards... mmmmm.. me and my obsessiveness over my Smartie Cheescake blizzards.. heheh... Ok.. sorry..

And then we went to Walmart again, because my friend wanted to get lipgloss. Then we went to Future Shop and we sat on the couch and started watching a movie. And then they told us that we couldn't just sit and watch the movies and I was like "What's up with that?!" it was funny!

And then, we left and we went back to the mall. We went into Zellers and my friend and I got the guy to put on everything pink it was funny.. and I got pictures.. Well, I am not going to go on and on and on about it.. So all in all it was a pretty fun day!

Adam told the guy that if he ever did anything he'd buy a plane ticket and like hurt him.. I was like awww! I love you so much. And he was praying alot for me today! I feel so loved..

I love you Adam. <3
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Mood: Hyper, but settling down
Music: Papa Roach

comablack Crack Open My Head.. Feb 6th, 2005 5:38:15 pm - Subscribe
Ugh.. I don't wanna start a new semester.. *whines*

Ok sorry.. Alright.. Why does everyone wanna be in my head? I have a friend who keeps trying to find out what it is with me.. "What's going on in that head of yours'... I feel like he wants to just find out whats mentally wrong with me..

Everyone is always like "I wanna know what you think all the time Hil" and it's like. Why? If you were in my head, I bet you wouldn't like it to much. I just try and ignore it. But it's like everyone wants to be me for a day and see what's it's like to be in "Hilary's world" ya know?

Why won't everyone just leave me alone? Let me live my life. Yes I am depressed, I have no life. Everyone says that I am too hard on myself, yeah well guess what? Shove it! I don't care! I am going to live my life the way I want to.

Fuck people are annoying..
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Mood: psycho
Music: The Killers - Mr. Brightside

comablack ..Shoot me now.. Feb 7th, 2005 6:04:39 pm - Subscribe
Ugh..

Today I started my new semester.. It sucked! I hate my classes.. It is soo unfair!

First, I have Civics.. I have 2 friends in there, and one former friend.. The former friend is fucking annoying, and I was planning how to go about stabbing something in his eye without being caught, and without him knowing it was me... *hrmm* It'll never work......

Second, I have music.. Flute again for me.. It sucks.. I can't do 32 beats in one breath.. most I can do is.. Oh gosh, I don't think I can even make 20.. It's hard! I havent touched a flute for about a year and a couple of months.. Ugh!

Third, I have Introduction to business.. Why did I choose this class? I have no fucking idea! It's all about sales and shit and I was like.. "I signed up for this!" Well, obviously I wouldn't of done it on purpose, and my friend wants me to join her Auto Class.. I was like, "Why would I wanna take apart a lawn mower and put it back together?"... "Well, we never hardly get homework and Jakes in there, and well.. I don't know.." Well.. I'll consider it.. *rolls
eyes*

Last, and definatley least.. Math. *dun dun dun!* I fucking hate math! It is my worst subject.. I have always sucked with math and I have homework for a few classes.. What homework do I have? No idea.. Suppose I should go through my binder and see I guess..

My school life is going downhill.. majorly down hill..

Please shoot me now..
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Mood: Hi.. My name is: FUCK YOU!
Music: <3 Good Charlotte <3