Raining out <3
Date: Feb 18th, 2008 4:55:35 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Just spiffy
Music: Scars - Papa Roach
Beautiful day today, The temperature is perfect, the soothing breeze and the padding of raindrops on the ground has put me into a very tranquil mood. So far the day has gone well, didn't go to school but, I stayed home and lazed around then went to the doctor. I must have loads of problems because he wants to get a blood test and I swear he checked off every little box on the stupid piece of paper. I also have low blood pressure so getting stuck tomorrow will definitly help with that (sarcasm). But, I am getting stronger anti depressants aka Super happy pills as Percy calls 'em. The doctor was like "Don't take more than two a day or they kill you!" and I was like "I won't, I won't!!" Besides if I ever decided to go through with it I'd want to make more of a BANG when I went out, like do something really crazy.
Anyways, Prince Charming and I have patched things up and he wrote me the sweetest thing EVER!!!
I love you so much I can barely grasp it. Something about you, like you're placing your hand on my heart, to make sure I can feel you there. Your pressence is always with me, I can't shake you from my head. And I'd never have the need to do so. You make me feel like I'm supposed to live for you. Like God created me, so that I could be granted the opprotunity to be with you. And to express my love for you. When you're upset, and we can't talk, I stare at your picture, and it brings tears to my eyes. Because such an innocent, caring girl could share any ounce of pain. An angel such as you doesn't deserve it, and it brings more sorrow to my heart when I know i contribute. I'm sorry for everything that's happened Alicia. I didn't mean for things to get this way. But i swear to the Heavens that sent you. That I'll make it better, and I'll make sure you're happy. So that I can see your smile again. So that the world can have a little taste of Heaven everytime they gaze down upon your gorgeous face, with your smile, that melts away fear, and doubt. I love you Alicia, I always will. Whether my heart crumbles beneath your fingers, Or I'm laid to rest. In the shattered Pieces, or beneath the ground. I will always love you, which the full extent of my heart. A gap only you can fill. A gap that causes the sun to rise for me every morning. A gap that, if hollow, prevents my happiness. Causing me to draw sorrow from everything I do. You're everything to me Alicia, and without you. Everything good dies. I'll always love you. Until the day I die, and beyond. You're perfect in every way.
wasnt that sweet <3 it made me cry 
Wow... Im really softening up... Oh well, that could be for the best ya know. I mean a more mushy me maybe be better at whatever a non mushy me does... What am I saying??? Geez. Nevermind that, Gotta snap back into it!!!
O.O Nan just brought home ice cream sandwiches!!! Be back later!!
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Haha. Wow... I was wired when I was writing this... Geez , Haha.
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franky1952 - March 07th, 2008
lol
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