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The Aficionados...
Date: Feb 16th, 2008 4:41:39 pm - Subscribe
Mood: alone
Music: This is how it goes - Billy talent
Incase your not aware an Aficionado is a fancy name for fan or admirer, I wouldn't quite call people my fans but, I surprisingly have quite a few admirers.
All of them like me for some reason or another, most say it's because of how "amazing" I am. I bet.
I personally think they are only after me for something that I inherited from my family, My body. I mean it makes sense one thing all teenage boys can agree on is that they wouldn't mind having sex. Well, I suppose just most teenage boys because surprisingly there are a few out there who arent hormone crazed pigs.
Anyways, I can never seem to get a bestfriend anymore. They always end up liking me. It's quite horrible really, You see I've never been able to get along with girls as well as guys because let's face it most girls my age are more concerned about what they are going to wear to a dance and having a boyfriend. Yes, I get like that occasionally but, when someone is stuck like that for a large portion to the rest of their life their brain turns to mush. Going in to High School I find you end up having to say 'Bye, I'll see you in a few years' to all of your girl friends who havent gotten over that stage yet. It's quite sad actually, because by that time you both could of grown so far apart that you won't even bother trying to fix your friendship. That's what I think I'm scared of, not being able to fix past friendships. So, my solution to not having to worry about losing anyone is hang out with guys. For this to work out correctly though you really need to find the kind of nerdy but, not quite guys. I find they are the nicest and most mature (around me that is). Back to what I was saying. I can never have a bestfriend anymore and it's really starting to bother me. They ALWAYS fall for me. No matter what I do.
I don't mind Reid so much but, the constant "I Love You"s and everything is getting annoying. I mean yes, it is kind of flattering but, when you make it clear to someone that you only want their friendship then they keep dropping the "L" bomb on you... Well, let's just say it complicates things... GREATLY!
There's not much about me to like really though, I mean I try to be kind. I try to be quiet and respectful but, I always end up being too Over-enthusiastic-in-your-face-sarcastic-little-spitfire. If that makes sense. Basically, what I'm trying to say is I'm too high wired for people to like me. There's plenty of goo-goo Pretty girls whose brains are made of fuzz that wouldn't intimidate a mouse out there, I mean why me? It makes me kind of mad. I already have my Prince Charming and he likes me for my high wired personality, Then when he seen me I admit I blushed because of the look on his face and when he said I look like an angel But, at least he liked me before he seen me instead of this fantastic trend where I grow a bit and 2 more guys like me.
Not meaning to sound full of myself while writing this, it actually upsets me. I mean Guys should really consider basing there attraction more around brains and personality, I mean yeah a girl with a great body is easy on the eyes but, if she's not in the same brain bracket as you and her talking is make you want to rip your ears off then why don't you try finding a girl whose personality and brain complements your own, Yeah there has to be a physical attraction but, every girl is Gorgeous so, you shouldnt have a problem.
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