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So lost.
Date: Mar 18th, 2008 2:33:00 am - Subscribe
Mood: frazzled
Music: Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger - Daft Punk
Well its my first entry for awhile. Lately, I've been extremely suicidal and actually attempted suicide the other day... Took the rest of my pills... My sister found me annnnd made me drink water annnd throw up... Anyways. Prince Charming and I are teetering on the brink of exsistance... I'm getting tired with being ignored... I mean I don't think I deserve to be ignored but, what can I do? I love him to death and I could never leave him but, its coming down to it. I feel so trapped I mean, He has a new rule... Only call or text if he texts me first... Honestly... Im not sure if I should even trust him as much anymore I mean, Maybe I'm just being dumb but, UGH! Then it's like there's so many people out there that want to date me that wouldn't treat me like that and I know I don't deserve it... Or maybe I do... but, there's so many people that care about me annnd I'm deeply in love with the one that just sees me as a fall back.
On a lighter note I got a new nancy Drew game =D Yeah... I love Nancy Drew... Got a problem with that? 
. She's bomb and you all know it!!! Anyways... Im about to pass out... Still sick D=<
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franky1952 - March 18th, 2008 |
