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Wicka Wicka!! :P
Date: Feb 17th, 2008 11:14:31 pm - Subscribe
Mood: wonderful
Music: Needles - Seether
Wow, I'm in a REALLY great mood. I watched this movie Pretty Woman and it kind of inspired me, I mean yes I know miracles don't happen like... ever, But, even though it's a big hunk of fiction it still makes me feel a bit better about my situation. I mean, yeah we're dirt poor and sometimes we can't afford food but, I suppose the bad times just make the good times that much sweeter. I admit I had a girl moment while watching it, I fantasized about meeting that Knight in Shining Armor and getting carried away and living a wonderful life with him. If there's anyone that reads this your probably thinking "Oh my..." But, oh well. Lately I've been kind of emotional like pepy or really depressed, God damn Mood changes. I swear lately I've been going from depressed to happy in 2.5 seconds. Atm I'm more in love with Prince Charming than ever... Even though he's still being a jerk. I blame it on the movie, the thought of him coming here putting me on his white horse and riding away with me must be making me all loopy or something. Probably just the thought of leaving. Stupid movie, clouding my judgement. I hate movies that warm the heart for one reason, you can't really think anything out with your brain, you become heart led. I suppose following your heart isn't that bad for some people but, so far in these very dreadfully long 16 years (Hah. Yeah only 16 >.< ) it hasnt done me any good, I just seem to end up getting hurt. But, In all reality, people get hurt every day and always pick their chins up and move on, well most people anyways, I guess I'm just one of those people that doesnt like getting hurt over the same thing more than once. Never thought I'd say that, I've always thought of myself as more of a slow learner with life lessons anyway.
It's times like these where I'm wondering if people from hundreds of years ago had the same problems as we do nowadays with relationships anyways, then again at one point when you turned 12 girls were married off to old men... Creepy. Well, I'm sincerly glad times have changed, I wouldn't want to marry an old man at 12.
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hisaysjake - February 17th, 2008 |
