as i was sitting here, i was just thinking back on my days at mccallie and was reminded of what killer music i was into then. it was such a phase of rebellion. me and my friend eric peterson always were listening to heavy, industrial music, that pissed off my momthen and probably still would even today, if she has to listen to it.
luckily, i havent lived at the house in years and can do what i want to now. it has been a while since i have listened to industrial music. i am quickly reminded of how much i like it though. its dark and heavy... and kind of has this sinister sexy vibe to it.
this makes me wish i had the book i used to read religiously back at the Student Activity Center, that peterson used to let me borrow; helter skelter: the manson murders.
that book changed me.
i used to get so into it and read it ALL THE TIME. peterson thought i was crazy.. for either my obsession with the manson murders or maybe my cunning attempts to con him out of his sony walkman cd player, (yea we had those back then), so i could listen to NIN or stabbing westward or marilyn manson.
speaking of the method of playing our tunes.. yea i said we had a cd player. and NOT a mp3 player. hell - i still dont own one of those damned ipod shits. i used to work at best buy and the amount of those things that came in was disgusting.. i will stick to my cd's, thank you.
i am going to go out tomorrow and see if i can find, "helter skelter: the manson murders", at barnes & noble. as my "mood" says, i am reminiscent about my younger days... now maybe i can get some sleep, AFTER i turn off stabbing westward
at the hollyball at the country club for the debutaunte cotillion 
