wow. i have a killer new template, do i not?!?! this is TOTALLY due to my friend 'amigone' on aeonity who is an html/css god. she did my entire background and site for me... i gave her certain things and she re-coded it all for me. you rock amigone.
as for life, well, as of now.. i am incredibly bored on a daily basis. i have no job. my money is slowly dwindling. etc. i had my interview today and i have mixed emotions/feelings about it. so i dont know... part of me says it went good, then part of me says it could have gone better... plus the fact that major jamerson said that this line of work wasnt for everyone kinda bothers me.. i hope he wasnt trying to give me a hint to get lost...  dad seems to think they might hire me because dr. miller contacted major jamerson and gave him a good word on me. i just spoke with dr. miller and he said i have as good a shot as anyone does so i guess that helps.. i just REALLY REALLY hope that i get the job so EVERYONE that reads this just once or hits my blog daily, KEEP ME IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS! Lord knows i need it...
i also spoke with officer jones today with the atlanta police department and he said that everything looks good for me there and he is just waiting on certain things to come back, like my reference checks and everything he mailed out to the references i listed. i am pretty sure i am gonna get an offer there. and if i get an offer there, the difference is this.. i will be hired as a police officer and NOT correctional officer, like i would be at the washington county sheriff's office. so i guess both have their advantages, etc. i am just hellbent on wanting to stay here in upper east tennessee. i just have something with this town. something i cant really explain. its odd. no one here is close to me romantically or biologically. however, i just am dying to stay here. its like i just have something with the mountains here. i love being around this terrain and feel close to it. its almost a jack london type of elocation. if you dont understand that then... well you dont understand it. anyways, if i get offered here. i am going to stay here for good. i wanna work in the correctional facility for a while and then get out on the road as a deputy sheriff. whereas, in atlanta, with the PD there, i would go straight into the police academy and be out there busting johns, hustlers, and whores non-stop. either way, i guess i will be ok. i just really wanna stay here more than anything. so keep me in your prayers.
oh yea, everyone needs to listen to the band 'converge.' i assure you that you will feel like someone is going to kill you, or a serial killer is stalking you late at night.. ahhh, such a crazy and chaotic band.
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