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crowsblood
I\'m Still Here!
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| It's finally Friday! Yes! This week has gone so slow. How could they be so cruel? Give you all that time off, and then send you back for a full week!? I got my grades. They dropped considerably (I've been absent and . . I've become lazy), but they were better than I imagined they'd be. Well, this was only a progress report. I'll try my best to raise them as much as I can. I hope I don't sound too much like a goodie-goodie. ^^;; I just don't want to disappoint my mom again. I've come from having all F's and D's to decent grades! I want to keep it that way. There's no reason why I can't do so. Welp, I suppose that's all! ^^ I'll have pictures up soon, probably by tomorrow or Sunday. O.O |
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crowsblood
I\'m Tired of Being Alone
Dec 6th, 2004 4:46:28 pm - Subscribe
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| I'm so tired of feeling so worthless and alone. Today I just cracked. No one ever acknowledges me, no one cares for me. Those who act so will soon find out who I am, and then leave me. Some even use my problems as a weapon, or use them in a way to make themselves feel superior to me. I'm hurt and trying, but no one sees nor hears me. My mom doesn't even take me seriously anymore. I sure now that I'll be alone forever, and I don't really see a point to life anymore. Being ugly, terrible, invisible me is tiring. Don't tell me to keep trying, nor tell me that I'm wrong or my emotions are fake. Actually, I'd love it if you DIDN'T respond. Nothing you say can change anything, you're just the same as one of them. I'd like nothing more than to give up, lie down, and fade away. If I'm nothing as a person, then I want to be nothing at all. Oh, and just to tell you, this isn't a suicide wish. I just don't want to think or feel anymore. |
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crowsblood
Survey, Quizlets, and a Strange Coincidence!
Dec 7th, 2004 12:06:47 am - Subscribe
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I'm sitting here, listening to music to get my mind off of life in general. I just took a survey and some quizlets for the fun of it. They're below, obviously.
Meh, I didn't know I listened to Led Zepplin. No one ever told me I looked 7, either. I think your confusing me with to one on top of my hate list, Chris Hedden. Thought so . . . x_X Hm, Kariana Williams. Sounds a bit like the FF.net author Kariana Kusanagi, who's real name is Cece Williams. What a coincidence! I hear wind. I wonder if it's raining. |
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crowsblood
Nothingness
Dec 7th, 2004 9:27:11 pm - Subscribe
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| I don't know what to write! My day went pretty smooth, I don't think I got pissed off once. That's a huge surprise, especially for a B-day, since the evil, eight-year-old boy-looking Chris Hedden resides in my art class, first period. I hope there's a chance I can change what period I have the class next semester. I can hardly stand her! My thoughts are pretty unorganized, can't you tell? I can't even write sentences the right way! I like all the comments I got in my last blog entry. ^^ Thankies! I didn't realize I was that interesting! |
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crowsblood
Spike-Ball Kitty Kitty, My TigerLily!
Dec 8th, 2004 12:57:16 am - Subscribe
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| Oh, I forgot. There was one fun part of the day; I washed my kitty. ^^ I was going to take a shower myself, so I grabbed her and decided to clean her as well. I'm sure she didn't appreciate it. After I soaped and bathed her, I dried her off real quick and took some time to myself in the shower, while she mewed pathetically, all wrapped up in her wet green towel. Poor thing, she didn't forgive me. I tried blow-dying her since she looked like a spikey ball of hair, and she ran behind the Christmas tree and didn't come out for a while. She forgives me now, though. I'm sure she enjoys feeling clean and smelling like milk and roses. Right now she's behind my closed door, meowing so I'll let her in and cuddle with her. I love my fat kitty kitty, my TigerLily, so much! <3 <3 <3 I should post some pictures of her. She's a beautiful calico. Our two dogs are kewl, too. Everyone falls in love with Kiwi, the shitsu, and Shadows a gorgeous blue merle miniature sheltie. |