crowsblood
Almost Made It . . .
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OMGWFT!? Resolutions already? @_@ A little too eager there . . Ningyo-chan . . .
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crowsblood
Almost Made It . . .
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| Two more periods of class, and one more final to take, and I'm out free for the summer! It's almost over, and in August I'll have a chance to start fresh, and next year I swear to myself I'll do the hardest I can! OMGWFT!? Resolutions already? @_@ A little too eager there . . Ningyo-chan . . . |
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crowsblood
A Sigh Of Relief?
Jun 3rd, 2005 10:10:24 pm - Subscribe
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| I'm really amazed that I made it through 10th grade. Relieved, too. This year was complete hell. My hell won't end, though, until mid-summer, for certain reasons I cannot say. I hope everything turns out ok . . . I can't stand this anymore. I can finally get rid of all the papers that have gathered around in my room. They all come from this year! You won't believe how much crap there is under my bad, and it's mostly school papers. Maybe I should give myself more credit for completing 10th grade than I really am. Too bad I have to retake Algebra. I'll probably be, like, the only damn junior in the fucking class. I might have to retake health, too. I hope not. I hate Mr. Anderson. He's all cheesy and shit, and he's a total hypocrite. He also can't grade worth shit. I went in there every day after I was gone, I got the work I needed to do . . etc, and I still failed. That bastard has problems. So, anyway. Summer. Yeah. It feels weird. I still think I'll have school on Monday, but now, I'll be going to a certain hell labeled "Dad's House." School or my dad? I choose school. I was kind of sad, leaving for the summer. I've realized that I hate good-byes. That's what makes departure so much more painful. |
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crowsblood
The Defeat of Writer\'s Block
Jun 5th, 2005 9:02:04 pm - Subscribe
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| Okay, so after sitting in front of the computer with a headache, reading through several fics from FF.net and FP.com for some spark of inspiration to begin my idea, I finally could start out my story in a satisfying way. W00T! I'm currently looking for a writing journal . . . It's a mood like this that I have the power to write so many stories out of my head and onto the computer, but try to restrain myself so I don't abandon one or the other. Heh. We abstract people have the oddest problems. |
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crowsblood
I Don\'t Want to Tan!
Jun 7th, 2005 5:11:24 pm - Subscribe
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| I have a problem. I don't want to tan, but I tan so easily! Does sunscreen actually PREVENT tanning? I'll be outside a lot, but I don't really have to choice, thanks to my fucking controlling dad who doesn't give a shit about my body and what it does and needs. I need help. I really, really don't want to tan! I look so ugly . . uh . . uglier, with a tan (I'm not saying dark-skinned people are ugly, ok!? I'm saying I am). o_O Yeah, and none of us want that. It'd scare everyone off the planet, and leave me depressed. I think the best solution is for my dad to die, but I really doubt that'll happen. Stupid shit. >_>;; Isn't it so unfair, how the evil people live long and get to torment, while the good die faster. Dammit, dammit, dammit! |
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crowsblood
DEG!
Jun 14th, 2005 8:24:21 pm - Subscribe
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| I hate how you look for a certain thing, but it isn't there, but something similiar is in its place. Sadly, that similiar thing won't do you any good. I went over to Koyako's again (no, she's not dead). She got a Dir En Grey DVD, and we watched that. OMG, I've never seen a cuter group! ^_^ Little Kyo, trying to be all scary and shit . . . I love it. It's adorable. The DVD was pretty interesting, I got to see how Kyo dances around on the stage like someone with serious brain problems. It's pretty cool how he makes all this shit pour out from his eyes and mouth. Everyone's probably like, "What the fuck!?" I get to leave home tomorrow! I have to get up at 3:00 in the morning. No problem! I'll be up. >_> |