Don\'t Say I\'m Out-Of-Touch
Date: Feb 1st, 2005 11:18:25 pm - Subscribe
Mood: schizophrenic
I feel a little better today, but my feelings are still there, as well as my situation. I just wish I could accept reality, as well as all the pain and anger life has to offer. I know life is unfair, but why do I seem to get less (or more . .) than everyone else? I feel so inferior to everyone, in all areas. I know, I'm disgustingly weak.
I can't find my book for school. I'm pretty sure it's at my dad's, but he said he searched through my room and couldn't find it. Well, it definitely isn't here. I think it might have fell from my binder and I lost it somewhere at school. I hope not. I so hope not. I'd hate to have to pay a fine, as well as not be able to keep up with the class and get a terrible grade. Oh, please, please, I need to find it! Let me find it!
Other than my feelings, frets and frustrations, I'm pretty much empty on events. I found out my friend Megan is moving to Oregon, just like my other friend. Why Oregon? I was just beginning to become better friends with her. Why now? I wish I could find a friend that would stay with me, and that would have a warped reality as I do. You can't communicate with people correctly where you're so out-of-touch. I would explain myself, but my situation is so bizarre that I would be laughed at, or thought childish. No . .
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