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Hate List - People and Life
Date: May 21st, 2005 12:33:54 am - Subscribe
Mood: hateful



I hate . . .


** I hate how everyone only talks to me if they want something from me.

** I hate how people see my annoyance as bitchiness. Seriously, am I going to be happy if one person after another wants something from me?

** I hate how everyone seems to laugh at me, like I'm stupid, when there's clearly nothing to laugh about.

** I hate how people get pissed when I jokingly say I'm stupid, and yet, stupid is just how the precieve me.

** I hate how everyone thinks I'm weak, just because I'm skinny. Or how they ask if I'm anorexic, or comment on other things about my fucked-up health. It's really nothing I can change, I've been checked . . .

** I hate how most other people have more than I do, or are able to be more than I will ever be.

** I hate how my weaknesses seem to magnified by situations.

** I hate how no one can love me.

** I hate how I'm not good enough for anyone.

** I hate how I'm not pleasing to the eye.

** I hate how I have to deal with things that other teens don't have to, and as a result, I know too much, I feel too much, and I can't enjoy life and be happy. Something is always bothering me, something is always wrong. I don't ever think I've been geniunely happy, and it's probably impossible for me in the future.

** I hate people that are so happy, show-off, and have so many friends. I hate it when they make comments that show how great, brave, pretty, etc, they are.

** I hate so much more about like and people, that I could go on and on . . .

** Most of all, I hate myself.

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