crowsblood's Blog

I\'m Tired of Being Alone
Date: Dec 6th, 2004 5:46:28 pm - Subscribe
Mood: upset


I'm so tired of feeling so worthless and alone. Today I just cracked. No one ever acknowledges me, no one cares for me. Those who act so will soon find out who I am, and then leave me. Some even use my problems as a weapon, or use them in a way to make themselves feel superior to me. I'm hurt and trying, but no one sees nor hears me. My mom doesn't even take me seriously anymore. I sure now that I'll be alone forever, and I don't really see a point to life anymore. Being ugly, terrible, invisible me is tiring.

Don't tell me to keep trying, nor tell me that I'm wrong or my emotions are fake. Actually, I'd love it if you DIDN'T respond. Nothing you say can change anything, you're just the same as one of them. I'd like nothing more than to give up, lie down, and fade away. If I'm nothing as a person, then I want to be nothing at all.

Oh, and just to tell you, this isn't a suicide wish. I just don't want to think or feel anymore.
Comments: (2)

chibiheartdragon - December 06th, 2004 ..I wouldn't leave you.. I stick to friends and that's that, which makes actually makes me vulnerable. If you become my friend, you stick forever. Deal with it. XP;;

un_heartme - December 22nd, 2004 Emotions are most definitely not fake. You feel what you do and I'm sorry that you feel this way bud. I really hope some light sheds on your situation and things start to look up for you.

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