crowsblood's Blog

Can Nobody See Me Dying Here?
Date: Mar 6th, 2005 6:22:49 pm - Subscribe
Mood: despondent



It's already Sunday, and I have to write a short story that is completely in Spanish, and draw some pictures that go with it, by tomorrow. It wouldn't been so hard, but I'm working so hard on drawing the pictures on separate peices of paper, and I'm trying to make them stunning. I not only want to show my teacher that I'm not a lazy ass and that I've really been struggling, but I also want to gain some recognition from my classmates. Selfish, but I need it, I feel so alone and unliked. I've never had a friend that admired me. I guess you can say I've never had a true friend at all. Everyone runs away from me, or abuses me verbally and emotionally just because I'm different. The few that do like me, the world always find a way to separate us.

I hate the world and life with a passion, but I especially hate myself. I don't know why I hang around just to keep suffering.
Comments: (3)

amigone - March 06th, 2005 i'm sorry you're having a rough time, i very much understand how you feel... just have hope that things will get better. good luck on your story!

paperdoll - March 06th, 2005 your never alone good luck

chibiheartdragon - March 08th, 2005 Things will get better.. you just have to be patient. Whatever bad happens will make up for all the good going to happen. ^^

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