i know this sounds wrong but..
Date: Feb 18th, 2006 8:37:22 am - Subscribe
im getting exhausted.. from my sunday routine.. i jst feel like im not up to it.. the teaching.. and im jst so tired travelling back and forth.. sighhh.. and sometimes, having to explain my sunday morning disappearance to mummy and daddy.. oh wells.. i dont know why God planned as such, but on the sundays that i teach, someone wld sit in.. like the first time, pastor cuixian did.. and jst last week, the RL..
they wld give me feedback.. but i learnt my style of teaching from grace.. and they tell me, i read too much.. but that's exactly what grace does! oh dear.. God, save me!!!!!!!!!!!
decided to drop by wesley and cheryl's church soon..
each time i look back at my results, i have to say that GOD is amazing! i mean, i have practically never passed a amaths, and He made it possible.. like what they always say, 'whatever is impossible with man, is possible with God!' i can testify to that man!
haha.. im contemplating whether i shld continue with tkd.. hmm.. im missing sarah and leanne at the moment..
i jst feel so helpless, i cant make whitney feel any better.. she's getting all pressured abt medicine, is lonely there and i dont know.. everything seems wrong.. sighh.. i'll definitely keep her in prayer.. and she's totally against evangelism.. sighhh..
'God will make a way when there seems to be no way..'
my first taekwondo!
Date: Feb 18th, 2006 6:48:02 am - Subscribe
i had my first taekwondo(tkd) lesson today.. it was kinda fun.. though i dreaded it a lil.. it wasnt too bad.. besides the fact that i was the oldest(& e least experienced). time kinda passed pretty fast except when 1930 reached.. we were supposed to end then but it dragged.. i doubt i'll continue.. and i was somewhat inflexible too! geez.. little kiddos were better than me!
i couldn't punch or kick!
my valentines' day
Date: Feb 14th, 2006 10:07:07 pm - Subscribe
it was VALENTINES' DAY. erm.. i finally had a date.. no wait, tt sounds pathetic.. haha.. but its true.. the past years, there were no guys in school to ask us on dates and we wld most likely be busy with CCA or mock exams..
crenshaw dated me yesterday.. haha.. tt was because poor me, had no date.. so he was nice enough to offer.. if not, i wld be at home doing nth or probably at the gym! hahaa..
we watched 'casanova'.. good stuff.. but we initially started from marina square and we were lost cos we cldnt find the cinema in the newly-revamped marina square!
and later we made a huge round to breeks.. we ate there.. poor crenshaw, he had to eat salad! haha.. he's vegetarian.. and i cldnt finish my fish&chips.. he treated again.. and e bill was 44 sth.. so in all, he spent more than 50 bucks!
we went to the toilet and made an extremely huge round to get to esplanade.. and along the way, i saw a nice cafe tt whit and i cld hang out.. cos there were nice couches! hehe.. and it wasnt exactly crowded.. hopefully they serve good coffee.. not tt we're connoisseurs.. but e coffee has to be palatable..
went to esplanade.. sat outdoors.. saw the sunset.. it was windy.. and subsequently, the sky got dark and a live band started to play! it was just so nice.. like what crenshaw said, i wish i could jst capture the ambience and atmosphere and replay it once in a while..
well, i guess that's the bad part about memories. it fades after a while, and arent as vivid as the experience itself
we left at 2100.. walked back to the mrt station and we jst talked the entire journey back to jurong.. waited for cab(which took forever).. and paid $2.40.. haha.. got home.. and everyone loves my rose! crenshaw made me a big paper rose! it's so special.. the norm wld be a bouquet of live roses, but mine was ONE paper rose that will never die! haha..
prayed for a time to share with crenshaw.. but i somehow have a feeling, he is a believer.. i dont know why.. initially thought he was catholic.. but seems like he isnt.. then again, maybe he backslided.. sighh.. GOD, speak to me and lead me on! amen..
had the inspiration from minyang's blog.. my ideal guy!
2. Pleasant looking, not too vain.
3. Probably slightly taller than me, not too much
4. We must be able to communicate well, he cannot be too sensitive or unsensitive
5. He MUST love mummy and daddy, honour them and respect them as much as he does to his parents cos i will too.
6. He must not be too possessive or jealous
7. He must have his highs and lows, and know when to keep quiet sometimes.
8. likes dogs and not be extremely career-minded.
9. preferably take on the role of the head of the household.
10. HE MUST LOVE GOD! (:
"the many events in life we term as 'miracles', are merely God's perfect will."
haha. o level results..
Date: Feb 11th, 2006 7:23:04 am - Subscribe
hmm.. results were out.. haha.. i had less than 20(phew..) it definitely improved since prelims..
i know God played a part.. i mean i cldnt possibly have passed a maths! well, i did!!! haha.. and what's more, i did better in a maths THAN physics! hahaha.. cool huh? see, tts why i know God did it..
basically, my worst was physics, C6.. hahaha.. a maths, C5, e maths/chinese/chem/combined humans/lit B3 and my only disctinction english! haha.. but it was A2.. beats none.. i wld be upset if i didnt even manage an A for english.. somewhat disappointed in chinese and chem.. oh wells..hahhaa..
met whitney yesterday.. we spent like five hours together.. what more can i say, but i miss her?? hahha.. we spent about two hours chatting at a paragon cafe.. heheh.. she explored the possible choices and pretty much convinced me tt PJC isnt a bad place.. haha..
she's leaving on v day.. and my only date on v day is crenshaw, cos i said i didnt have a date so he offered.. hahah.. poor me right?
skipped taekwondo today.. cos i was busy supporting the lau family at their soccer match! it was so cooooool... hahaha.. we won.. like duh.. haha.. junhao was 'star player' he scored 2 out of 4 goals! haha.. every uncle present was full of praise for him.. hahaha..
i think i would have been exihilarated if i had 11 or 12 for R5..but i didnt.. then again, i had less than 20.. hahah.. i shld jst be satisfied eh?