Just thinking
Date: Mar 1st, 2004 11:09:26 am - Subscribe
Mood: sympathetic
Last night I watched Billy Crystal on the Barbara Walters special. He looked so different than I remember him looking. He was always smiling and laughing but not now. After she started to interview him I realized why he seemed so different. She asked him about recent loss of his mother, I recognized that look, he started to tear up and said "nothing is funny anymore, what can be funny now?"
During the awards show he did not smile, he said all the silly things he was supposed to say but he wasn't the same.
That is exactly how I feel, nothing is the same, nothing has the same meaning, nothing matters in the same way. After the loss of someone so close life is completely different. You think no one understands how you feel. But I know Billy Crystal understands how I feel and I don't feel so alone now. There are people feeling the same as me and that helps in a strange way.
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david - September 04th, 2004 |
