so basically its been wayyyy too long since i wrote a blog. and now i don't even know what to write about! sheeshe! well, i think me and my BEST FRIEND shannon are taking a trip to our local thrift store today  . our water polo season starts tomorrow and we need some clothes that we can go in the pool with. oh joy, i can't wait.then, i may attempt to tackle the large pile of homework i was given despite this weekend being 3 days long.  alright, i give up. moral of this story: DONT ABANDON YOUR BLOG, ITS HARD TO START AGAIN. |
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well, i was starting to think that everything had worked. my whole starting-over-making-new-friends plan. i thought the people i was hanging out with really liked me. but i guess i was wrong. in the last 72 hours ive been told to my face that im annoying. another person told me i was so mean no wonder i had no friends. i know these things arent true about me but when people say it i start to believe them...im just so insecure. so now im thinking i should start over again, maybe a little less confident (note to self:confidence can be mistaken for annoying-ness) i just wish it was easier. people that i thought liked me turn out to hate me
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