cut_heres Aeonity Blog

escape

Tue, 14 Aug 2007 02:55:31 -0500

don't you wish you could just run away from your life when you thought nothing could possibly make it better? i know i do...i also wish i was older. being 15, im completely helpless. i can't drive myself or make my own decisions, and i'm trapped in a situation i can't escape from. or change. for now all i can do is smile and laugh and pretend nothi... Read More

bored out of my mothereffing mind

Fri, 30 Jun 2006 18:19:05 -0500

im stuck at home on a friday, my first day without water polo in like a million years because i feel like shiiiit. its SO much fun! so i've spent the whole day reading james frey's a million little pieces which has taken me months to freaaking pick up and read. i feel like it's been forever since i've seen any of my friends, which SUCKS!! and i wan... Read More

HATEtraveling

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 13:35:13 -0600

okay so i had to spend four days in cold, miserable Georgia and it was actually pretty fun, but the traveling KILLED me. on the plane ride there my family didnt even get to sit together. i had to sit next to a guy with tatoos and rings and necklaces and slicked back hair who looked like he was in a gang. i couldn't fall asleep because i was SUR... Read More

popularity blows

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 18:53:43 -0600

for a lot of my friends being popular is like their life dream, but i didnt realize until today that i don't want to be popular. all the people i used to hang out with hang out at like the lunch tables and stuff at our school, but for some reason i prefer hanging out behind the gym. according to most people, this is where the "losers" hang out, bu... Read More

bad day you could say

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 19:06:54 -0600

well, i was starting to think that everything had worked. my whole starting-over-making-new-friends plan. i thought the people i was hanging out with really liked me. but i guess i was wrong. in the last 72 hours ive been told to my face that im annoying. another person told me i was so mean no wonder i had no friends. i know these things arent ... Read More

long time no blog :(

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 09:37:34 -0600

so basically its been wayyyy too long since i wrote a blog. and now i don't even know what to write about! sheeshe! well, i think me and my BEST FRIEND shannon are taking a trip to our local thrift store today :). our water polo season starts tomorrow and we need some clothes that we can go in the pool with. oh joy, i can't wait. then, i may attem... Read More

doctor visit

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 13:46:21 -0500

i just went to the doctor....i have mono. ill be sick for a month or so. and i cant go to my tournament in hawaii. my team will do bad. im the goalie. well, some of you said i wouldnt die in your comments to my last blog. lol, thankfully i wont, but i was being sarcastic. i had no idea there was a chance i could...i though i had strep!... Read More

sick

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 12:34:43 -0500

ive been sick for four days now and havent left my house once. im DYING to get back to my life and BORED out of my mind with computers. theres not much left to do... ... Read More

i dont know what to do...

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 18:29:45 -0500

uuh...im so over this. my "best friend" (read 2nd blog) is a complete whore. i dont want to hang out with her anymore. i chopped all my hair off. not all but most. everyone thinks im trying to be emo/scene. im not sure. i want to have straight edge friends. i thought the girls i was hanging out with were good. but now they pay people with IDs to bu... Read More

fun...?

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 19:39:57 -0500

you tell me; fun or not. three days in sacramento. during a heat wave of 114 degrees. but with a 55 degree river. and class 3 rapids. in a rubber boat. mosquito bites. no makeup. not enough blankets. BUT all you can drink lemonade. volleyball courts. cameras. hmm...i think it was fun. on the way home, we saw a semi truck full of pigs. panting. it ... Read More