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Date: Jul 17th, 2005 1:55:47 pm - Subscribe
Mood: crushed
listening to: Lullaby-The Cure
nothing really to say today. its still the morning. but i went to a really cool antique garage sale and bought a big goose made it of concrete. its heavy, and now it lives in my backyard. i named it ripoff. self explanatory; concrete goose=$25. but anyways im gonna fill out this stupid thing that im posting below. enjoy...
IAM:betrayed, lost, and hurt
I WILL ALWAYS:stay hopeful
I MISS: eric
I CRAVE: seeing him
I WORRY: that i have no real friends
I REGRET: becoming friends with her
I AM SLIGHTLY: depressed
I DANCE: stupid
I SING: in the shower. a lot.
I CANT STAND: missing him
I LOST: my "best friend"
I LIKE: Hawthorne Heights
I LISTEN: to my heartbeat
I CAN BE FOUND: drifting away into thought
I NEED:to see him
I KNOW THAT: it will never happen
I HOPE: ill mkae friends this year
I WANT:people to like me
I AM ALWAYS: daydreaming
I CRY: myself to sleep
I FELL: for the cute letter
I WILL: make things work out
I WONT: stop trying to talk to you
I COULD: look to the future
I WOULD: die to see you
I DIDNT: want it to end
I LOOK: at my scars
I HEAR: music playing
I HURT: enough to want to be gone
I HATE: all the poeple im stuck with
I FEAR: loneliness
I FEEL: crushed
I CARE: about nothing
I AM ALWAYS TRYING TO:forget
I WRITE: in my diary
I LEARN: truths
I WILL BE: thinking of him always
I SAY: very little
I DONT THINK: im anything to him
I LOVE TO: take pictures
I BELIEVE: in love
I NEVER: want to go back to them
Comments: (3)
xmidnightx - July 17th, 2005 |
perfect110 - July 17th, 2005 |
rain_drop - July 21st, 2005 |