why keep trying?
Date: Jul 16th, 2005 11:27:32 pm - Subscribe
Mood: sneezy
listening to: Fair-Remy Zero
uuh my best friend who i thought was a best friend isnt a best friend. shes just there. she betrayed me. and she knows it. i feel like screaming at the top of my lungs which i practically did. but let me start my story at the beginning. no need to comfuse you already. the other night [[she]] spent the night. and her little boyfriendish guy decided hed stop by to visit at 1AM. my dad found him sitting on our porch. i didnt know he was coming. im sure she did. so i had a little panic attack that took 2 hours to calm down from. no sorry or anything of the sort. and now shes at his party. with only one other girl. and a group of guys rolling joints. how fun. i was disinvited and they both think its okay for him to come see her at my house. no consideration for how much it could do to me. and thats why my best friend is not really a best friend. shes really a selfish betraying nothing. leaving me completely friendless. which is another story. apparently i narced out a party i was at. not entirely true, but thats what i get stuck with. a big bold label NARC. leaving me friendless. so thats that in a nutshell. and im not proud of the little baby fit i through over it. but its all i could do to keep from losing it. or maybe i lost it...
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