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I\'m smart? Or am I just making a fool of myself? o_O
Date: Aug 1st, 2005 4:23:06 am - Subscribe
Mood: smart
o__o: ^____________^

I been listneing to Jack Off Jill - Love Song ALL NIGHT! o_o Anywho...

I made a promise to my mom and I... about keeping my virginity until I'm married... and well... -sigh-. And no, I'm still a virgin. There's no cocks in this henhouse. o_o;; Anywho. I may not be as smart as my brother Daniel, but I'm smart enough to know that I'm going to end up making huge mistakes, and that losing my virginity before I'm married is going to be one of those huge mistakes. I also believe that my mom sences this.... It wouldn't surprise me. I mean... she -IS- my mom.

I think... when I get a job... my first few paychecks are going to go to my parents. I mean, seriously. Look how much money I steal from them every month. Every time I rack up their phone bill, I'm practically stealing money from them. And even though I do this SO much, they still love me and take care of me. They deserve it.

My brother says that I don't explain things very well... he also says I'm an idiot. Well, I explain things well enough that I can understand it perfectly. So, if Daniel's right, I'm explaining things at a dummy level. So he should understand it, him being an A+ student, and all. Also take note that it is hard to understand something too complex for you. That meaning : The dummy level is too complex for Daniel. o_o;;

I'm not exactly sure how I figured that o_O;;

I'm also not sure if I'm being smart or dumb =_= I think I'm being smart.... But Prolly not. o_o;; Me? Smart? Hah! xD

Anywho... Dr. Pepper ish GOOD! =D!

If I'm as smart as my IQ says... Why can't I do math? o_o;; I absolutely cannot do devision. I can do basic devision, oh yeah. 4/2=2 T-T 100/4=25 I can do that.... but I had to THINK on 100/4=25 ;;; Multiplication's easy for me... as long as I have a peice of paper o_o;; And a calculator. I know which buttons to push... I just don't know how to do it on the paper... u_u;; And I told my parents plenty times I need a tutor... but I havn't got one! There's no way I'm going to get through Algebra in 9th grade... I'm going to be learning Algrebra alllllll through highschool u_u;; I'm going to be a Senior... sittin' with Freshmen.... GAWD! ;;; I hate math. I hardly remember anything from Pre-al. I wonder if I can get George to help me... =D... D= I'm too shy to go up and talk to him... T-T

My dog is rubbing her arse along the floor ;; Damned fleas... and I just gave her a bath! T-T... My poor baby -hugs Piddles- (Piddles is the name of my dog, DON'T ASK ABOUT IT! xD)

Anywho... end of my entry... comments please?
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OMFG!!!!
Date: Jul 22nd, 2005 5:18:11 am - Subscribe
Mood: love
o__o: -swoooon-

Omg omg omg omg omg omg OMG!!!!!!!!!!


James IMed me. HE IMED ME!
When he IMed me I started shaking... and all I could say was Omg. and I was crying... but they weren't sad tears.. .they were VERY FUCKIN' HAPPPPPPYYYYY!!! He said he could never stop thinkin' about me... and that he never will. I'm so happy now that I get to talk to him again!!! I'm going to be crying a lot less now... well... a lot less over the fact that James broke up with me... and I'll be crying... I'll be crying happy tears, at the fact that me and James will be back together soon, hopefully, in a little less than a year. And, a year might sound long, but fuck, it's a short ass time! Espescially compared to the original amount of time I was supposed to wait--4 years!!!!

I'm soooooooo uberly happy!

And my new site has a new word dictionary! xD


www.mexyou.piczo.com GO GO GO xD

=__= It's teh hyperness talking...
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Suck-a-ie! >_< (and overdosing)
Date: Jul 20th, 2005 9:02:05 am - Subscribe
Mood: Sick/hurt
o__o: =___=

I can't breathe.... seriously... it hurts to breath.

Anyone like my new word? Suck-a-ie? lol

I'm starting to feel as if I'm an e-slut... o.o; Seriously too.... T_T I'm starting to remember WHY I stopped RPing in the first place.... I think I'm going to stop RPing too... because every time I go to rp, I end up a peice of ass. -.-

I got a new site name, seeing as my old one screwed up!

www.mexyou.piczo.com ^___^ Don't click it, I'm fugly. xD

I found my baby pictures.... I was 8 lbs someat oz. >_> I look fat! xD


Well anywho.... o__o I have a stomach ache.... a head ache... and a back ache... but I don't want to take Ibuprofen... (its the only pain medication my dad buys anymore...) because I've had a fear of swallowable pills ever since I tried to kill myself with them <_< I fear if I start swallowing pills again, I'll try to kill myself with them again... (taking huge overdoses of them) -_-

I was RPing a few minutes ago... and someone starting kissing me in the RP, and someone else startted saying that people who kiss and cyber online.... only do so because they can't get anything in real life... that hurt really bad... cause it's almost true about me. The last time I kissed a guy in real life, I was at my ex bf's house... more than 3 months ago...

Iii'm going to stop here... >_>

Comments, anyone?
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v__v -sniffle-
Date: Jul 10th, 2005 12:05:41 am - Subscribe
Mood: Sad
o__o: v________v

I can hardly bare the fact that Andy's really gone.... I talked to Charlie earlier, and he acted like everything was fine. I think in real life, though, he's sad... way sadder than me... If I lost someone so close to me as Andy was to Charlie, I wouldn't even be able to act cool online....


Just imagining Andy... eyes closed... dead... omg... someone please help me and put a different subject in me head... ;-;.


I hope everything goes well for everyone...


comments, anyone
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Grrrr still no update on Charlie
Date: Jul 7th, 2005 1:02:27 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Annoyed...
o__o: -__________-

I need an update on how Charlie is doing. I'm going to go CRAZY!!!! ><


AND THAT DAMNED PUPPY IS SO CUTE!!!!!

Ok, I gotta go walking... update in a few...

comments please.
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