Date: Jun 17th, 2012 11:18:10 am - Subscribe
So what I have been doing in my life right now?
I want to say something about me and my evil plans. >: D
Well, I guess my life is getting better. I got more jobs than before maybe It's an indication of my art skill improvement. Well I don't know If I can classify it as "art" or "illustration", I have no idea whatever to brand it, as long as I'm earning so I can pay 'em bills. But It is certainly a little far away from what I really like to make. Yes, what I really want to draw is... janjajajan! (er.. I forgive me if I talk nuts, this is how I really am) "Anime".
Anime is my first love. Well to admit, it's all because of sailor moon. I realized when I was a little kid, I wanted to make an anime! After that I told my mother that I wanted to draw. She bought me cheap watercolor and I painted stuff with my sister. My mother taught me how to paint a coconut tree. But I insisted on painting my brown mountains with spots on it and a sun rising between looking like a butt as I recall now that I'm older. xD
So If I could earn from making anime art soon I will pursue it! But still, I lack skills though, I wanted to be like high level anime artist like Mel kishida, Redjuice, Hidari, most korean online game artist, and the artworks on my favorite folder. :O
Sigh* But firstly, time is not my friend. Need to learn how to manage it. Hey Mr. time! be flexible and all. Listen to me. Well Maybe It's because Mr. Sleep really is clingy to me. Um. I talk like a child or I enjoy anthromorphizing everything around me.
Then moving on, If I'm contented with my anime art improvement, including making background art. I will proceed to make semi-realistic approach or anything apart from anime. But honestly, If I had all the money in the world right now, I would still want to make anime art.
Someone used to say: You will become what you had always think of.
Hmm.. maybe he's right. If I would think of myself as failure all the time, then I will be. If I would think of myself as not going to improve then that's what I'll ever be.
If you can't beat them join them, if you can't join them beat them.
Confidence is all right as long as you're not narcissistic enough to not listen to constructive criticism. D: Okay I'm a bit shaky when it comes to criticism but at least I'm learning to take it down a notch.
Special thanks to: :iconerek80: you know what.
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