||soad - lonely day|
i am still very content right now. no real worries except a paper i have to write this weekend. other than that i am good. my wife and i had a talk last night about my computer usage. recently ive been addicted to a few games and for the past month or two ive been glued to the computer.
i proposed a set time limit that was my computer time and informed her of my feelings etc. and that it was an addiction. we have agreed on the rules and also agreed that we would start trying to find stuff to do as a couple outside of the house. the problem is money for that as we do not have a lot of it, it can be hard. that and the drinking issue i explained earlier on.
so hopefully we can find some stuff to keep us busy together so she has her time with me. i know i have been bad about being on the computer but if i am bored and my choice is watch a tv show or play on the computer, well yea im going to choose the computer.
but i think our arrangement will work out good. we didnt go for each others throat and were both seemingly happy. i hope it works out for the best.
tomorrow i will probably clean up around the house and the outside before i start working on my paper, and hopefully get my paper finished and then have my game time. i have to start setting priorities as school > computer (or is it) well anyways i need to pass my class this semester which right now is not looking probable.
i had my favorite drink this morning and i love the "feeling" i get from it, which makes me feel guilty at time. caffeine, after being absent from it for a while, has a highness affect that i love. thats why i drink the drink mainly, since i no longer smoke weed and barely drink. i do like that feeling, even if mild. and the drink does not leave me all dazed up, and i should say is legal. so it works.
well hopefully with this new computer time rule it will make the wife happy and me happy that i do have my own time with it. we will see how well i do with the timelimit. i am not sure if that includes the time on the pc for hw or not...maybe we should clarify that.
oh well, till the next time i write something that does not pertain to you...later.