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dcshorty Jan 27, 2005 - Subscribe
Today was my off day, i did absolutely nothing. But, think. My ex is pissed at me and the guy i am talking to hasn't called all week. After he got me stuck in Jersey last weekend (you know the 14 inch snow), I haven't talked to him since monday morning. Now he is on the phone, talking about nothing. What am i to think?
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Mood: pissy

dcshorty The problem with the ex- What would you think?! Jan 28th, 2005 11:09:44 pm - Subscribe
Another suck ass day at work......It wasnt all that bad...I did sign up like 4 people so that was cool, but it was payday and my check looks skinnier than the Olsen twins.

My ex is still not talking to me...I hate to end this 3 yr. relationship on this note. OK, let me fill you in-

We were together (sortof) during my senior yr. in college (he was a sophmore). I guess you could say I chased him down, so by the summer after my graduation, I had him visiting me and we were talking alot. Now mind you he is from RI.

Everything was cool, if you consider the fact that we went through several trials and tribulations, confusion about our commitment, and several moments where both of us had to swallow our pride. I mean I really loved this kid. His family is great and he really was my BF.

The only problem is that, he is finished with school (scheduled to walk in May) and he refuses to get a jump start on life. He wants to stay in "po-dunk"(Burlington, NC) instead of getting out into the workforce, getting a job, and starting our life. Anytime i ask, what are we gonna do in the next few months, he freaks and doesnt want to talk about it. 1st, he was going back to RI, then he was going back to his home country, Cape Verde, then he was going to Mars!

Now in no way am I trying to control his life, I just want him to be successful and get a leg up on the competition coming out in May.

Well, a few weeks before Chrismahannakwanzaa, I told him that we should chill out so that I could concentrate on changing my job, and getting into grad school and he could start his life....cause obviously, he needs to find out what he wants.

He made a big freakin deal out of it, told his friends, family, every person with an ear, he made me feel horrible sad.gif
So I took it back! I made a bad decision and we should work it out.......Do you know this dude said NO! That made me think he didnt want me anyway!

Now what would you think?

SOOOO a month later and 4million phone calls from him that I dont really answer, I mean I barely gave this kid any attention at all, he gets pissed and says he doesnt want to talk to me anymore! I dont call him, and I wont come and visit when he asks......Would you visit someone who didnt take your apology when you wanted to come crawling back?

Now what would you do?
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Mood: overloaded

dcshorty So much to do Jan 28th, 2005 11:14:53 pm - Subscribe
So........

Tonight, I'm gonna get me a Schlitz Malt liquor...a nice bean burro from THE BELL.....Post up in front of this computer.....and apply for these wunderful "gubment" jobs......HOPEFULLY, my boy will come by wit a lil' CHUUURCH! to put me to sleep.

Smiles to david and adam
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Mood: wired

dcshorty WOW Jan 29th, 2005 2:27:05 pm - Subscribe
Might go get my nails done....i feel like being ultra girly. First I need to wash my ass and fix my air up.

Oh, last night at around 4AM, I got this phone call from a friend. We will call him NY. This cat is a real good friend and we have a pact that if we are both in our 40's and not married that we will go ahead and tie the knot.

Ok so there is a message on my phone from him (I thinks he was drunk, sounded kinda tipsy) saying that he is with this gurl-she is fly and all, but he cant stop thinking about me@#%$! WTF! He says yea, I'm not going to FCK her, cause I am thinking about you....Holla back! OK, I called back and he is seriously like if he has to FCK her, would I mind if he thinks about me, oh, and he hopes he dont scream the wrong name.............What! I never even had sex with him.....dont tell me all this time, he was fantasizing about me. I mean we used to really build on alot of levels but not sex. I dont know what to say!
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Mood: wild

dcshorty Good weekend Jan 30th, 2005 9:38:44 pm - Subscribe
So last night I made this bangin lasagna, with mushrooms, onions, squash and tofu (cause i dont eat meat). When I was in the grocery store, Uptop called me. YAY! We werent supposed to hang this weekend but I guess he got finished with work early so, we planned to meet after I put my lasagna in the oven.

We didnt do much just talk, watch a movie...but I really enjoy spending time with him, he is very down to earth, very focused and driven and he knows what he wants......BIG change from the ex. I dont really want to rush but he definetly makes me comfy.

Woke up in snow! Today I went to work, sucked again. The people there are so uppity. They are the rudest people I have ever met. I guess they think that since they pay 70/80 bucks a month for the gym, that they are allowed to interrupt your conversations and just barge into your office.....They dont know who they are fckn with!

So by the time I got back home, my fam and Uptop were chillin in the kitchen, trippin, killin the lasagna. Its nice to have some fun with your fam and your friends. I just got back from the train station, he is back home for the week, but nxt wknd we will be headed to NY!

Tonight, I am gonna apply for a few jobs and get my taxes together so that my taxlady can EFILE for me tomorrow.

What fun will tomorrow hold?
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Mood: complete