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So much to do
Date: Jan 28th, 2005 11:14:53 pm - Subscribe
Mood: wired


So........

Tonight, I'm gonna get me a Schlitz Malt liquor...a nice bean burro from THE BELL.....Post up in front of this computer.....and apply for these wunderful "gubment" jobs......HOPEFULLY, my boy will come by wit a lil' CHUUURCH! to put me to sleep.

Smiles to david and adam
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The problem with the ex- What would you think?!
Date: Jan 28th, 2005 11:09:44 pm - Subscribe
Mood: overloaded


Another suck ass day at work......It wasnt all that bad...I did sign up like 4 people so that was cool, but it was payday and my check looks skinnier than the Olsen twins.

My ex is still not talking to me...I hate to end this 3 yr. relationship on this note. OK, let me fill you in-

We were together (sortof) during my senior yr. in college (he was a sophmore). I guess you could say I chased him down, so by the summer after my graduation, I had him visiting me and we were talking alot. Now mind you he is from RI.

Everything was cool, if you consider the fact that we went through several trials and tribulations, confusion about our commitment, and several moments where both of us had to swallow our pride. I mean I really loved this kid. His family is great and he really was my BF.

The only problem is that, he is finished with school (scheduled to walk in May) and he refuses to get a jump start on life. He wants to stay in "po-dunk"(Burlington, NC) instead of getting out into the workforce, getting a job, and starting our life. Anytime i ask, what are we gonna do in the next few months, he freaks and doesnt want to talk about it. 1st, he was going back to RI, then he was going back to his home country, Cape Verde, then he was going to Mars!

Now in no way am I trying to control his life, I just want him to be successful and get a leg up on the competition coming out in May.

Well, a few weeks before Chrismahannakwanzaa, I told him that we should chill out so that I could concentrate on changing my job, and getting into grad school and he could start his life....cause obviously, he needs to find out what he wants.

He made a big freakin deal out of it, told his friends, family, every person with an ear, he made me feel horrible
So I took it back! I made a bad decision and we should work it out.......Do you know this dude said NO! That made me think he didnt want me anyway!

Now what would you think?

SOOOO a month later and 4million phone calls from him that I dont really answer, I mean I barely gave this kid any attention at all, he gets pissed and says he doesnt want to talk to me anymore! I dont call him, and I wont come and visit when he asks......Would you visit someone who didnt take your apology when you wanted to come crawling back?

Now what would you do?
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Jan 27, 2005
Date: Jan 27th, 2005 11:49:28 pm - Subscribe
Mood: pissy


Today was my off day, i did absolutely nothing. But, think. My ex is pissed at me and the guy i am talking to hasn't called all week. After he got me stuck in Jersey last weekend (you know the 14 inch snow), I haven't talked to him since monday morning. Now he is on the phone, talking about nothing. What am i to think?
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