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dearxdiary x.hello ladies and gentlemen..im glad you graced me with your presence.x - Subscribe
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I'm Lucy

I Like:
x.stars in night skys and sitting under them with someone special.x
x.people watching with a coffee in nero's.x
x.from first to last :: sonny moore<3.x
x.my lovely friends, all of you.x
x.trisha show.x
x.lazing around the house with no make-up and crazy hair.x
x.people's little quirks - things which are individual to them.x
x.nice relationships and being loved.x
x.being in love.x
x.wearing scarves in winter when its cold and in summer when its not.x
x.love letetrs.x
x.my diary.x
x.kissing, lip biting and ncie backs.x
x.long heart to hearts on the phone at 3am.x
x.black and white photographs.x
x.the colours grey, brown and black because nobody loves them.x
x.boys with scruffy hair.x
x.boys with pretty hair.x
x.sXe people because they're beautiful and admirable.x
x.laughing so hard your throat and sides hurt and it comes our silent.x
x.laughing so much you cry.x
x.listening to a song thats so beautiful it brings tears to your emyes.x
x.when people say special things abouy you which make you feel great.x
x.making a heart with my hands and holding it up to people i love.x
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Mood: in the words of sonny moore: what is complacent?

dearxdiary Music<3 May 4th, 2005 1:00:41 pm - Subscribe
I love From First To Last. They're like.WOAH.

I love
sonny
more than you.x


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...and he loves me too<3


Bands i love...

From First To Last<3

Brand New
Thursday
From Autumn To Ashes
Dashboard Confessional
A Static Lullaby
The Used
My Chemical Romance
Coheed and Cambria
Emanuel
Avenged Sevenfold
Taking Back Sunday
Matchbook Romance
AFI
Finch
Funeral For A Friend
Bullet For My Valentine
Underoath
loads more...cant think right now...xxx
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Mood: zonked

dearxdiary mehh.. May 5th, 2005 12:49:28 pm - Subscribe
Meh.
I feel like poo, i wish i wasnt a girl! i guess its better than being a boy though. So really I shouldn't complain! But I have the worst stomach pains in the world! Okay, possibly not, I'm just feeling sorry for myself.
Well today was soooo boring that I thought I was going to cry. or not literally. One way or the other... but you get the message, there really isn't alot to write about...so here goes me surprising myself!

Okiee... got up went to school had a fucking boring convo on the bus there with my "best friend"...here's the shit on that...ever since she got a boyfriend she doesn't even want to know me. And thats been, like, 8 months now. yu - huh. We used to do everything together, hang out every day go to family dinners together etc, now the only person she will do anything with is him! I sound like a selfish idiot, but seriously... she cannot be away from him for two days. Maybe I just wish that I had someone to love, but I certainly wouldn't abandon any of my friends just because I had such a person.
So yeah, when I got to school I had boring lessons and you will fall asleep if I list them cos they are so wank.
I mostly spoke to Sam today. He's my best boy mate, and has proved to be my actual Best Mate™ (haha) over the past 8 months. I can tell him most things; hes so great and i love him to pieces. It's common knowledge among our "group" or "posse" of crazy people that he likes me, he said to me a while ago it has been over a year. I feel so horrible that I can't return his feelings...it really makes me feel selfish, but it's just not there if you get me? But he's just soooo funny and crazy, he makes me laugh soooo muchhappy.gifwhich is great. im going to see his band play on friday night me thinks, cant wait.
im waiting for (different) sam to come online now..♥...il put a <3 by his name so you know who'se whohappy.gif but i dont know whats happening there..he told me he has feelings for me and i told him i did for him too...but until i see him on saturday i wont know whats up cos he lives in derby in the week!sad.gif enough of meeee *until tomorrow* muhahaha much love<333♥xxx



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Mood: talkative

dearxdiary <3 May 9th, 2005 11:07:40 am - Subscribe
Hmmm...


haven't really done lots...went to see sam (best mate)'s band play in the next town, that was cool, it was an adventure to say the least, cos we hadf to get loadza diff trains there and back it was crazy,, then saturday i saw sam (with a heart by his face) which was also wicked, cos we talked properly an stuffs, and we went into h&m and tried on loadza really silly hats and glasses etc, it was a laugh and good to spnd some time with him. but then i ahd to work and he had to go so i wass grr again. next weekend it will be better hopefullyy, it just needed the ice breaking!
School is pissing me off lately, i cant cope in french it sucks. and then theres katie whose just a whizz at everything...its so depressing! but i wont let it get me down, i wont cry over it again cos thats sillyyy. it just all built up. im doing ok now tho i guess. today was boring and took far too long to end!<3lovex
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Mood: strange

dearxdiary x.and never.will i give up trying cos you\'re everything to me<3.. May 10th, 2005 10:46:18 am - Subscribe
Today was a bit sad.

My closest friends in the year above me are leaving school this friday. I've known them for about four years now and theyr the best thing that has ever happened to me. I love them so much, I really don't know how I'm ever going to be able to cope without them here, without seeing them at "the wall" or "normal spot" which is where we always hang out. Especially Sam, i will miss him like.WOAH.like you wouldnt belive. He makes me laugh soo much, he's the onl thing that keeps me going. What am i going to do when they're gone?
Some of them are coming back or 6 form but it won't be the same. i still have 8 weeks at school alone until they come back...and when they do *those who do* we wont be hanging out in the same places etc..it is really going to suckk! everyone always says they're going to keep in touch but they never do. everyone says its going to be okay and that they will see eachother again and meet up regurlarly and do loadza fun stuff together still...but they never do. i don't want this to happen to us. im scared sad.gif my friends in my year wouldn't understand...everyone had been signing leaving books and i have remembered all the good times that we had, some too good to write down because i couldn't express how great they were! and remembering all those things just made me think...don't go! don't leave...♥
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Mood: sappy