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deathcab4u It's Official! - Subscribe
I don't get my DSL until monday now!!! Talk about withdrawl. I'm using aim on my phone ang getting random fixes. Righr now I'm at my brothers house.

So it's official. Brittany and I are "Boyfriend and Girlfriend!" It's official because it's done on facebook ^ ^

Last night when we decided it she did it on facebook, but it doesnt show until I confirm. She couldn't wait until I got online again so she logged in as me and changed it. We are such dorks. I love it!

Well, I'm off for now. Maybe I'll go to my parents tonight and use their internet. Muahaha...I need network connections. THeir are three wireless networks by my grandmothers but all encypted...so lame.

Peace all my lovers.

Wish me luck being the happiest claimed man on earth. Dustin is right up there with me too wink.gif

As long as I am hers and she is mine nothing will ever be so bad.
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Mood: ecstatic
I hear: my 16 m.o. neice

deathcab4u Finally... Apr 3rd, 2006 9:11:41 pm - Subscribe
Aye, finally got the DSL hooked up. What was it, 3 days without it?

Too long without my own little portal into my own little world.

So today I am whiped out. I got to work and wasn't needed, at 10am. If i only would have know I could have slept until 2 in the afternoon and wasted a good portion of my day.

Instead I drove so many places and went back and forth so much I drove a little over 100 miles today.

1/4 the way to see Brittany ^ ^

But alas, all my driving brought me no closer to my lady.

It did make me super worn out.

Today was happy and depressing.

I am a little down that i spent more money on clothing. Shouldn't it feel good to buy new clothes?! Well, I guess that over $250 on new clothes and shoes in about the last month is a little excessive for a kid who is trying to pay off some bills and save for college. No I wonder where I got all that money too? I must truly sucked it up with the not eating and buying stupid stuff.

Now I can think of only one shirt I want, but I'll let it rest, I have plenty to wear. I now have things that I love each item of and will regularly wear.

2 Pairs of favorite shoes
3 Pairs of favorite denim jeans
8 favorite shirts
3 shirts suitable for nice dinners/dates but not too nice for everyday wear
3 colors of zip up hoodies
1 favorite old zip up hoodie
1 track jacket
1jacket

and thats about it. Not too much, but I finally have enough stuff to wear something I love every day of the week.

If anyone knows what to do with about 3 or 4 boxes of clothes i don't wear...lemme know

I just think of it as me expressing myself. I like to look like I've got myself together, clean, cut, attractive.

I am a little sleepy and mopey, I am going to lsiten to some music on Rhapsody, because I can connect again, and wait to give miss B a call.

P.S. Got a new lip ring. Its all black. Brian also gave me a jewel type captive, but it wasnt fitting!!! I'll make it work, i wanna be blinging
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Mood: a little sleepy and mopey...duh
I hear: British Sea Power

deathcab4u Nothing Better Apr 4th, 2006 2:44:47 am - Subscribe
Going to go see Brittany tomorrow through friday!

Nothing else needs to be said here, I couldn't explain this if I even tried.
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Mood: eeeeeeh!!!
I hear: Mayday

deathcab4u I thought I would die Apr 5th, 2006 12:46:02 am - Subscribe
Well, Alyssa's cat Tucker broke his leg today. Tucker lives with Adam back here. Adam and I were to drive up to see Alyssa and Brittany tomorrow. Well...that won't happen now, but it will be okay.

At first I was really sad and bummed out. If only you could have heard me and been in my head.

Then Brittany and i talked for a little while and things didn't seem so bad. I feel okay, I am a little more over it than she is, but that's okay. Maybe I just feel I am okay with it and when I go lay down after this I am going to give a little shout into my pillow.

I hope that she understands how much I miss her, want her, need her. I feel like I need to look no further for the rest of my life because i found the only puzzle piece that will ever match perfectly with mine. She said its one of those matches where there is no mistaking its the right piece.
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Mood: that feeling you can't describe
I hear: The Poatal Service-There's Never Enough Time

deathcab4u Good Morning Apr 6th, 2006 7:14:17 am - Subscribe
*stretch*

.....

*yaaawn*

......

"Good Morning"

I am a little worn out, but I can't be any happier.

Yesterday morning I went to Caribou and talked with some other junkies there. I wrote a little bit of my letter to Brittany.

I got my haircut (The usual, short in back blended into the top front and sides). THen I got something to eat.

THen I had to take my mom to the doctor and that took up from 1:30 intil 5:30 of my day. I got back to my grandmas and my room was still being painted.

I called Brittany, and she helped me decide to call my brother to sleep over instead of going to my parents place or sleeping on my grandmas couch.

Mt brothers couch is nice enough, but what was better was eating normal food, relaxing, and having some form of comfort and aloneness. I get cramped with my family and bored with my grandmother. Ryan and Lauren are just right.

Er, right. ANyways, It's early I'm still rambling on.

All I really meant to say today was that I miss Brittany (and some other stuff but I'll keep it to myselfso as not to make anyone gag while reading this).

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Mood: sleepy
I hear: chirping birds