Dont know if I said this yet...but I cant wait to get my new CD's. Two new bright Eyes CD's come out the 25th, and I pr-ordered them. Saweet. And...Mandy's B-Day party is the 16th, and the Bright Eyes Concerts are that night and the 17th. I know one girl that wants to go,but its a weeknight and her parents care about her and wont let her go, and Im too wussy to let the other girl I want to go with her. And the 21st Something Corporate headlines a show, but its even better because it has The Acadamy, Straylight Run, and somethin else i think. The same girl I am too wussy to ask is buying tickets to that too  . I really wanna go, but I might go with my pal Tony so its not a total loss. Of course, he isnt a girl...although he wears girl pants...no, its just not the same. Hopefully I at least get to the Something Corporate show, I so want to see Straylight Run. and maybe bump into some cuties  . I mean, thats what being a teenage boy is about.
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Well, they canceled school today. It's all that snow. Normally I wouldn't mind a day off, sit around and be an internet junkie, listen to music all day...but. I have two little sisters that are beyond annoying, right now their Hillary Duff is competing with my Sunny Day...it just won't do. Also, I wanted to see this girl...is that a lame reason to want to got to school? I go to tech campus for half the day, then I have creative writing, pe, and govt...so I don't have any homework or anything. Its kinda fun actually, cause trouble, talk to friends...I don't mind school.  Well, I guess I will have to wait till tomorrow to talk to her. My friend Adam thinks that she is bad for me and when Im talking to Megan he will be obnoxious and follow us so we won't be alone, and probably make me look like a fool too. But, I'm just so cool that even he cant ruin i . SHe asked if I was going to Battle of the Bands...and she sounded like a girl does when she wants you to be there too so you can hang out...so I think my work has paid off, and now its time to make a real move...just not sure what move that is...I need help...wheres tony when I need him...If my mom had work that means he had school and I could have gone to tech and seen him today and gotten dude advice...damn.
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Shortly after I wrote my last entry my friend called and told me we were going sledding. I was apprehensive to myself, but I figured it doesn't matter what I'm doing if I'm with my friends, we always have fun. We didn't sled too long, we went back to Leslie's house and talked, ate, layed around. Aaron fell asleep so I sprayed whipped cream on his face  . Then he rolled over and got it on the carpet  . And damn, the roads are pretty icey, Alyssa was careful though, no needless swerving and such, Its not our day to die. Its supposed to snow till noon tomorrow, but what are the odds of 2 snow days in a row, the week before finals. Either way...when I get back to school I think I want to ask that Megan girl to do something...shes nice, amazingly cute/pretty/hot, and shes into emo and indie. She doesn't like all the stuff I do...I mentioned Mineral and she rated it an 'eh.' But that can be worked on . I didnt like them before either. Im tired so I'm rambling, I better find something else to do...peace.
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| Yes...two snow days in a row. Adam posted before me...so its not news anymore. I'm going to have to do my homework though, I have an entire cd design due tuesday...uh oh. The entire thing. Well...gotta run, but id post more. |
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Don't you all just love the psychiatrist... lovely people really. Well, mine says that I'm bi-polar. Thats like, your depressed, than really happy, never quite normal, you might be for about 2 seconds while going from happy to depressed though . Anyways, I havn't taken the medicine in a few weeks and I guess thats not good. It goes on cycles...a few weeks down, a few up. Well, after being depressed I figured the medicine sucked and stopped taking it, and Ive been up since then. So now the doctor says if I come down from an up that I've been on and Im not on something It's gonna be bad...he didnt say bad, but I kinda felt thats what he was gettin at. It really is hard though. When your manic everything feels right, its all good. I know that its not good to be bi-polar without help, and I dont wanna switch moods and wanna kill myself all of a sudden, so Im going to take the medicine...but I'll miss the self-of-steem and other good feelings that come with mania. Oh well. I am not sure whether or not to post this public, but what the hell, people need to know about this stuff, right? p.s. My mom made stir fry for dinner...amazing
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