| I graduated, have I posted since then? Can't remember. I've been hanging out, going to parties, it's been fun. Last night I went out with Adam and two brittanies, pretty good times. I bought some pants and a CD and Book. Well, off to a graduation party, I'll make a good post sometime soon, I miht be getting a job though, so I'll be even busier. Well...have fun, because I know I sure have. |
| I've been thinking, and not very safely either as you will see, that it'd be pretty sweet to launch a record label. Yeah, thats right, start a small label and sign a few bands, get their albums sold and make them known to everyone everywhere. So as you can tell I'm crazy and probably don't have what it takes, but I'm gonna research it at least, heck, maybe Adam would want in, I'll have to run it by him. I think if I have what it takes and it works that it would be probably the coolest thing that would ever happen to a poor boy like me. Well, anyways, thats my news, crazy huh. But if I never trythings I'll never know what I like to do or even what I can do. |
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Well, it does sound like a lot of work, but, I'm gonna keep saving my money. Ya know what I mean. Once I have some good cash saved up I can go for it, but doesnt hurt to plan right? Anyways, Ive been busy, how about you? I'm gonna be getting a job, finally. But only 10-12 hours a week  . So I'm gonna try to get another one for the day too. Be a busy boy this summer.
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no school no crushes no worksheets no reports no drama less stress I could go on.... But seriously, whats ever gonna happen now that theres no school?!?! How am I ever gonna make up for all the feelings I don't get to feel anymore? Its crazy man. Sit around all day long playing games...playing pokemon for crying out loud. I start at Nautica on tuesday, I'm going away with my dad the 28th, that will be fun. BWCA here we come. And....then more work, then more school. Thats why I have this design tostart a record label. It seems like its better than all the humdrum that I have ahead of me. I'll have to get my license soon, thank god. I think I'll be slightly happier owning my own car. That could very well mean I could go on dates and not have them drive, or soon in the future drive my moms gheto 1990 dodge caravan....its a sad car for aesthetics, runs well though. But I like aesthetics ^ ^. Ummmm.....so thats all, been hanging out with friends and whatnot. When they all go to school I'm not sure what I'll do, maybe just work more? Meet a girl, yeah. I used to fill my time by likeing girls, now I have no one to like...its sooo boring. Hehe....I think everythings is a-ok. Yep, I have it all figured out...just in that moment. I'm actually rather content. |
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Every day can be different, I never realized that before. Lifeis only what I make of it, not what I wait for someone else to make of it. Let me be open. I dream about all these things that I want to happen, but they never do happen. I feel lost a lot. Not when I'm having fun with friends and actually doing things, but when i'm sitting around, dreaming about things that I want to happen. Useless dreams. Dreams I never act upon. Whats the point in dreaming if I never try to make them come true. Dreams are meant for us to act upon. Not to let slide by as they are repaced by new ones, replaced because they grew old and stagnant, unacted upon, seeming more impossible every day I do nothing to make them real. I don't want to just dream about a life anymore, I want to make a life. I'm not going to live my life from the corner of my room in the basement, I'm going to actually make something happen. As I spend almost everyday with my friends I realize that I can't do this twice. I will never have these chances again. And It's true with everything, not just getting to be with my friends for this once in a lifetime summer.It's true about all my wasted hopes and goals that I've left in a graveyard of spiritless dreams. Nothing should be impossible, I've never wanted anything impossible or irrational and I'm tired of letting all these days slide by without getting any closer to accomplishing anything I've ever dreamt to do. I have a goal now, and it's possbile. It may be difficult, but I am going to go through with something. I never even start anything, let alone finish it(except for once). I'm gonna shoot for the moon, and once I'm there, we'll see about those stars. |