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deathcab4u Simple Things - Subscribe

I hate when nothing significant happens during a day. Absolutely nothing important happens. I had a few moments that sparked happiness though. Most of them were just those things that make us happy that we don't really talk about. The little personal things that are just so silly and insignificant we don't tell anybody. But the one good thing that is good to anybody is that I got my wallet back. Yeah...I gave it to a girl and we forgot to give it back to me.

I complained how it was hurting my butt and then she said she wanted to sit on it. Well, I let her and totally forgot. So today my friend Lindsey saw me and she had the wallet for me. How sweet. These two girls are really nice to me. But yeah, Jennifer, the girl who had it was like, Ooh, did you eat lunch today? Did you need anything...I'm sorry. Well yeah, but this is the stupidest story, maybe this should go under little things that make me happy but I don't tell anyone, or just Adam.

Really I'm just afraid people would think I'm crazy if I talked about what little things make my day, but I'm sure most of the things set something off in everybody, not just me. Oh well.

I take comfort in telling myself that most people are just as human as I am and think the same thoughts for the most part...Yeah, I'm kinda weird...but so are you.

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Mood: intrigued by myself
I hear: a train is going by...

deathcab4u Oh So Special Mar 2nd, 2005 3:16:19 pm - Subscribe

Decent day as far as days go. Of course my Mp3 player wouldn't turn on, I didn't charge it last night and it was almost dead, and then I guess the cold killed it. I'll go plug it in and see whats up after this.

Tonight is the variety show. Yey. I have to go and do crown control or something like that, I'd rather no play with the curtains. What I'd most like to do is just hang out with friends as opposed to doing anywork. Like Christine will be there. And If Laura were there I'd be with her. But no, I'll probably just watch one of the doors like concert security gaurds.

Hmmm...I also want to wish a Happy Birthday to Aaron. He is 18 today. That makes three of us from the nine. In a few more months all but poor Kevin will be 18(or older like Pat). Then we want to go up to Alyssa's cabin for a weekend this summer. That would be great times. Spending the whole weekend together. I think we could pull it off with minimal injuries

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Mood: angsty
I hear: Desaparecidos-$$$$

deathcab4u Variety Show Night 1 Mar 2nd, 2005 9:16:04 pm - Subscribe

Check out my buddy's band.
Forgotten

Yey. Worked the Variety Show tonight. Wasn't too bad. There were a few good acts, especially Kevin's and Tommy's band and Mike Pollitt's bands. Other than that, yeah, I accidently broke the stage crew code.

Yeah, some friends yelled kept yelling my name when I was on stage moving somethings and I like...raised my hands up and made the rocker signs...and that was bad. Being on crew were not supposed to do stuff like that, oh well. Whatya gonna do. Mike thought it was good, so it must have been. Amanda said if I ever do that again she'll kill me...so I'd say that acceptance of my antics is 50/50. I do feel bad though, not sure why, must be that stage crew brainwashing. The show isn't about us, it's about performers, and you look foolish as a crew person doing things like that. But I AM a fool. So THEREFORE I can't expect anything different from myself...and that means I did exactly what was expected of me, which therefore means I did a good job.

Ever see the Princess Bride. My favorite part is the battle of wits...to the death. Hehe...its soooo funny. I might watch that movie tonight...

I'm done rambling....sleep tight friends.

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Mood: clumsy
I hear: Forgotten...they played at the variety show and now I felt like I should help promo them a little

deathcab4u Hey Girl Mar 3rd, 2005 11:03:40 pm - Subscribe

So it was variety show night 2. I didn't do as much really. I bounced a door most of the time, I prefer that as opposed to going onto the stage. Some of my friends shout my name and it's cool and all, but I'd rather they not.

Story time? My blog and I do what I want. It may get longish, but I really want to tell it. Okay, so tonight was the second part of the variety show. I ended up getting there about fifteen minutes early and nobody was there. Well, for some reason I walked down another hallway and ran into Laura. Well, needless to say I was happy to see her, and vice versa. So we were hanging out for quite some time.

We always have something to talk about, always something to laugh and smile about. So then it was time for the show...and she had to go to the audience. But....she showed up again after the show and we got to be together some more. So I met her parents and then later I had to say goodbye cause she was going

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Well, I was really sad because I can't see her for four days, because school is off, and we couldn't really say goodbye. I wanted to ask her if I could call her but I didn't. Then i found her camera in my pocket and tried to catch her...but I didn't. So I was kinda(maybe really) bummed that I had her camera and not her phone number.

But, right before we left Laura showed up again and that made me happy again, I got to give her camera back and then we had to say goodbye again. But I asked her if I could call her and it was if she had been waiting for me to ask since the first time she left. *sigh* We both are thinking the same thoughts a lot of the time.

I finally found a girl that I can talk to like this. We can be close. This is a girl that the first time I saw I was intimidated by how beautiful she is, and now she means so much to me. It's great what can happen. I've waited you know. Good things eventually happen, and she is a good thing. I could say so much about her, but I'm afraid that I might start to sound weird. I mean, she isn't my girlfriend or anything. But...we'll see if that doesn't change anytime soon. I would really like to see that happen. I wonder what she'd think if she read this? I think she feels the same way I do.

She says things probing to see the way I feel about her, and I do my best to let her know that yes, I do. It's like that tentative relationship right now. Still finding out what each other is thinking. Okay. I'm done for now, but she said I'm big trouble if I didn't call her, but I think it would be harder not to call her than it would be to call her.

Righto...so Aaron's party is tomorrow...yey! I can't wait to spend time with thE9Nine. Despite what you may think Mandy, you are important to me too. Just relax, I spend plenty of time with you and the others, I get to have this, it's not wrong for me to have somebody else in my life too. I won't feel bad for spending time with her. I get this, I've waited for a long time for a girl like Laura, and if I have a chance to be close to her, I'm taking it.

So, that's my news. I havn't been this happy in some time. I better just go do somethignelse now.

I wonder what she'd think if she read this?

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Mood: like everything is right
I hear: DC

deathcab4u The Creek Drank The Cradle Mar 5th, 2005 2:04:01 pm - Subscribe

Yesterday was a blast. Aaron's party was really fun. We all went to Mandy's at four and hung out and stuff untill mindnight. I was rather tired by then. I bought Aaron an Ataris CD. I think he will like it. I couldn't find the Postal Service or Alkaline Trio at Borders and I told Mandy she could get him a Death Cab cd so I didn't know what to do. I think he liked it though, that makes me happy

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Seeing as how I was a t borders, that means I obviously had to buy music for myself too. It's buy three cd's get one free! So I also bought an Ataris EP-Look Forward to Failure and Straylight Run. My most revered purchase though was my new Iron & Wine album, The Creek Drank The Cradle. Wow, is that cd amazing. Seriously, I love indie folk. I almost bought Damien Rice, but it was kinda expensive as far as cd's go. I don't spend over $15 dollars on a cd.

So then I bought a new coat too! It is canvas and water reistent(thats so I don't get wet when people spit as they talk). But it looks really cool for a $20 jacket. I bought a tie too, a solid red one, it's really cool. I now have a cool tie to wear with my black shirts. Hmmm, thats it about me i think.

Well, not so sure what I'm gonna do today. I better put new music on my Mp3 player and take off some of the stuff I never listen too. It's good, I just don't listen to it on my Mp3 player. Hmmm...I feel like a little boy right now. I called Laura but she wasn't home, so now what? Just call back later tonight I guess. Yeah...silly head of mine. I guess I better go finish the dishes, mom's being rather assertive today. She didn't evev say good morning...she just said 'Kitchen.' Kinda pisses me off when she acts like that, like I've already done something wrong and shes mad. I wish she knew how to be more polite sometimes, she acts like that and gets offended that I was offended. But today instead of being snarky back I just said 'Okay, how are you this morning?' and I think it reminded her she was sounding like a bitch and that there was no reason to sound the way she did. Well, It always takes me awhile to not be angry when she is pissy before the days even started. But I'll be okay. Just have a nice slow day. Listen to the three new cd's, and Laura's showtunes cd as many times through as I can before I go to bed tonight. My family is going to a movie at six...giving me plenty of free listening time.

I think if I widened the div that contains my blog text it wouldn't look so long.

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Mood: introspective
I hear: Eh...my parents music...